Its been like 5 months
Hey girlies,
its been like 5 months since ive been on here - so much has happened - i have got my health back and i have so much energy.... those that remember me will know i was ill with Crohn's (Bowel disease) and i was give a really strict diet (an anorexics diet) by my doctor to stop the pains.
The diet was too strict and i ended up realizing how good i looked at 105bls - however i was seriously weak and had to drop uni. Im back at uni now and im healthier than i ever though i could be.
There are some issues tho - my eating habbits have gone the other way again and i cant bare to be 9st again cos it was horrible and i felt too big.
In addition my sister is coming to live with us and at 5ft7 and under 8st she always has made me feel inadequate - she looks like a model.
So i guess im back to loose some weight (my sister's BMI is 17.53 and mine is currently 19.17) and try to get a balance. I cant end up at 105bls again cos i was so so ill i thought i might die and i couldn't live a normal life but i do need to find a balance and be really careful doing it cos ive realized every1 is different and some people's bodies cant handle it.
its been like 5 months since ive been on here - so much has happened - i have got my health back and i have so much energy.... those that remember me will know i was ill with Crohn's (Bowel disease) and i was give a really strict diet (an anorexics diet) by my doctor to stop the pains.
The diet was too strict and i ended up realizing how good i looked at 105bls - however i was seriously weak and had to drop uni. Im back at uni now and im healthier than i ever though i could be.
There are some issues tho - my eating habbits have gone the other way again and i cant bare to be 9st again cos it was horrible and i felt too big.
In addition my sister is coming to live with us and at 5ft7 and under 8st she always has made me feel inadequate - she looks like a model.
So i guess im back to loose some weight (my sister's BMI is 17.53 and mine is currently 19.17) and try to get a balance. I cant end up at 105bls again cos i was so so ill i thought i might die and i couldn't live a normal life but i do need to find a balance and be really careful doing it cos ive realized every1 is different and some people's bodies cant handle it.