Oct 22, 2005 13:21
so...
last night i had planned to meet elisha at my old highschool to see "little women".
didn't really work out.
karine and carissa and alix didn't end up picking me up from school until closer to seven, which was ok because i got to hang out with comedy 3 peeps for a bit.
but i missed the show.
alix and i picked up daryl, then met kk and carissa at tops in LP. saw an old friend which was cool.
then kk and carissa went to applebee's for dinner. so alix and d just took me home in LP.
we're (daryl and i) supposed to be going to hamburg to watch the dogs tonight, and then stay over until tomorrow, but now i don't know what the hell is going on.
he hasn't called me.
walked into my empty house and just kinda stood there, then burst into tears for no apparent reason.
didn't answer my phone all night.
sorry guys, i know i said earlier i was in the mood to chat but it just didn't work out that way.
i contemplated calling joey, i really just wanted to hang out and smoke cigarettes and just talk...about everything. but he would've had to drive all the way out here.
(and despite what you say, joey, it's a lot of gas and time that would have been wasted, plus, we could've started world war III. j/k)
so...yeah.
fell asleep around 9:30. woke up at 11am. d called last night but i missed it. hasn't called since.
soooo it appears that i may be free for the day/night or whatever. if anyone wants to be miserable with me please, by all means, join the fun.
what's really said is that this isn't even home anymore. my stuff is all in boxes in the garage, i have no room, i sleep on the couch, and even the silverware is in a different place here than it was before. i dunno. i feel lost. someone come find me.