Sep 29, 2005 11:12
so i missed modern dance, AGAIN!!! i am flipping shit, i don't know what to do. it feels like my life is falling apart right now. i still have to move my shit, which is going to be a huge challenge today because i have this little thing called...um...oh...what is it...ah yes, SCHOOL! i think some people forget that theatre students do not have a lot of time on their hands during the week! i have tanzen rehearsal 12-2pm, then class 2:30-4:30pm, then rehearsal 6-10pm. not a whole lotta time in there to move shit.
thank God for d last night, if he hadn't been there i would've been a wreck. but it's easy for him to remain calm about it because it really doesn't effect him. it's not his stuff that has to go who knows where.
there's really nothing i can do at this point. just have to try to relax and make it through my day without a freakin' panic attack. argh. i just wanna live, people.
ok, gonna pull myself together and make some phone calls, i'll write more later...
xoxo guys!