blame it on the hormones...
but i'm in a pissy mood. i can't help it. well, maybe i could, i guess i don't feel like really trying to right now. and that's my right, dammit.
you know, i was ok with not being able to smoke or drink or anything. i don't really miss partying that much...but it's hard when that's all your friends and boyfriend seem to want to do. i'm not supposed to go to concerts (too loud), or parties (too much smoke)...and at first just staying home and renting movies was fine, but now i'm really getting sick of it. especially when i have to stay home and miss out because everyone else is going but me. nothing like hanging out all alone at night to make you feel like a real winner.
there are other things i could do, i could still go out, but i don't really feel like hauling my fat preggo ass all over town at the moment. and i know it's awkward for some people to see. especially when d isn't there. it just feels even more awkward. and people gawk at my left hand to see if i'm married all the time. i thought society was over that shit but apparently not. plus, i get tired very easily. it just sucks.
oh, and my pants no longer fit. granted, i'm lucky, i don't know anyone else who was seven months pregnant and still fit into their jeans...but we all know that moment when you try to zip up your pants and they just won't is traumatic no matter what.
i'm sorry to complain so much. i just need to vent once in a while. but anyways...
how is everyone else's life? tell me something exciting and let me live vicariously through you pleeeease!!!
you know, i was ok with not being able to smoke or drink or anything. i don't really miss partying that much...but it's hard when that's all your friends and boyfriend seem to want to do. i'm not supposed to go to concerts (too loud), or parties (too much smoke)...and at first just staying home and renting movies was fine, but now i'm really getting sick of it. especially when i have to stay home and miss out because everyone else is going but me. nothing like hanging out all alone at night to make you feel like a real winner.
there are other things i could do, i could still go out, but i don't really feel like hauling my fat preggo ass all over town at the moment. and i know it's awkward for some people to see. especially when d isn't there. it just feels even more awkward. and people gawk at my left hand to see if i'm married all the time. i thought society was over that shit but apparently not. plus, i get tired very easily. it just sucks.
oh, and my pants no longer fit. granted, i'm lucky, i don't know anyone else who was seven months pregnant and still fit into their jeans...but we all know that moment when you try to zip up your pants and they just won't is traumatic no matter what.
i'm sorry to complain so much. i just need to vent once in a while. but anyways...
how is everyone else's life? tell me something exciting and let me live vicariously through you pleeeease!!!