best night/worst day
ugh. i had the best night last night, better than i've had in forever. i haven't been going out at all. daryl came over last night though. we ordered subs with the fam and then he and i went to page's, then over to kozmic's to hang out with everybody, then to see a movie. then he slept over... ; )
everything is so much better now. i can't explain it but we got a lot out in the open last night and we've come to a pretty strong decision. i'm proud of us, and how far we've come. we always find a way to work things out. and now, i'm even optimistic of the future, not just tolerant.
but this morning...argh. we had to wake up at quarter to six so he could be at work in hamburg by 8am. i mean it was worth it, every second, but i am still dead tired. i slept for an hour when i got here and everything would've been ok except that i forgot my make-up and the money for brandon's costume for his dance, and my hw for s.m. class...oops. so now i look like shit and feel stressed.
i wish we could've stayed in bed...
everything is so much better now. i can't explain it but we got a lot out in the open last night and we've come to a pretty strong decision. i'm proud of us, and how far we've come. we always find a way to work things out. and now, i'm even optimistic of the future, not just tolerant.
but this morning...argh. we had to wake up at quarter to six so he could be at work in hamburg by 8am. i mean it was worth it, every second, but i am still dead tired. i slept for an hour when i got here and everything would've been ok except that i forgot my make-up and the money for brandon's costume for his dance, and my hw for s.m. class...oops. so now i look like shit and feel stressed.
i wish we could've stayed in bed...