Tired
I should be in bed. My last Milwaukee SnB was tonight. My last bartending gig is tomorrow night. I'm shameless and invited a ton of people from work and titled it "Give Me Gas Money". Hee Hee.
Honestly, I'm scared out of my wits. Stopped by the house today to pack a few remaining things and J asked me if I had anything to say to him. I looked at him and felt right on the spot "What? What do you want me to say?" and he was all like "What do you have to say after 4 years together and 2 years being married?". Got pissed and said "What do you want me to say? I married you for the hell of it? I'm sad - I didn't expect this. I love you, but we aren't right for each other." Gar. Men suck. I am totally doing a Boston Marriage after this and look forward to being the crazy single lady down the block with the scary house who has 400 cats and wears too much makeup and gets drunk on vodka 7s and throws rocks at the dumb neighborhood kids, but lets the nice ones like Scout in and teaches her how to make cigar box purses.....
Honestly, I'm scared out of my wits. Stopped by the house today to pack a few remaining things and J asked me if I had anything to say to him. I looked at him and felt right on the spot "What? What do you want me to say?" and he was all like "What do you have to say after 4 years together and 2 years being married?". Got pissed and said "What do you want me to say? I married you for the hell of it? I'm sad - I didn't expect this. I love you, but we aren't right for each other." Gar. Men suck. I am totally doing a Boston Marriage after this and look forward to being the crazy single lady down the block with the scary house who has 400 cats and wears too much makeup and gets drunk on vodka 7s and throws rocks at the dumb neighborhood kids, but lets the nice ones like Scout in and teaches her how to make cigar box purses.....