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Do I really wanna see so clear
even though I know bad things might appear
Tell me that it's not a waste of time
To ride around and stare up here to try and clear my mind
Dirty History, it's all the same
ain't no livin' soul gonna take the blame
For all the suicidal things I did
all the pain that was caused to acheive a wish
Suffering, body recovering
Struggling, when things start bubbling
Can't wash away what's not seen
guess we all gotta little dirty history
Eeeny meeny miney moe
made this killa mad now we outta control
Don't know which way to go
time to pick up the pace and let the whole world know
I'm writin this as if it was my last
Thank you for the memories and times we had
Remember me as if I never went away
Cause I'll see you all again another day
Those are parts of a song called "2 Whom it May Concern" by ABK...that's jus to give u an idea of how im feelin right now.
I'm in another one of those random depression moods. Now, time for me to write a song
Why didn't you think with the razor at ya rist?
Why wasnt it life that you chose instead of this?
Why'd you have to have that gun in ya fingertips?
Why'd you have to put that fuckin barrel to ya lips?
Why couldnt you stay and deal with this bullshit?
We all do it man, the world is hell and we all know this
But theres things in this place that can make you wanna stay
You find a place you belong at the end of the day
We a family dawg dont do this shit you makin us weaker
I know you dont want that laughin bitch right there to feel stronger
Hes lookin at you beggin you to put one in ya head
His bitch ass would love to see you dead
But you know that shit is whack
You a juggalo dawg dont go out like that
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
Still sitting here
The broken one
Gotta find a way
To put this shit behind
Need to get away from all
These thoughts in my mind
Remember that song "I'm Alright" by Twizitd?
I know you do, we was bumpin it in the Civic
Remember when Monox said everyones got a purpose in life
And you gon live to see another day?
Well that shit is true dont fuckin think that it aint
We all feel down and feel like there's too much hate
But our minds are fucked and we cant see the love
We only see whats below and never above
It's a shame that shit has to happen like that
But jus try to remember the fam thats got ya back
The world might do you wrong and treat you like a ho
But you'll never see that shit from a Juggalo
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
Still sitting here
The broken one
Gotta find a way
To put this shit behind
Need to get away from all
These thoughs in my mind
Put the gun down dawg you aint gonna do it
Think about all the people you would ruin
Where would they be without they homie in the paint?
What would they do if they were somewhere you aint?
This is jus one of those phases you goin through
At least thats what I'd like to say when I look at you
Things'll slowly get better man, you jus wait and see
Soon you'll be done with the bullshit and its home free
Do whatever you want and say what you feel
Without a buncha bitches tellin you how to deal
Shit'll work out at home
Wit your moms and wit your dad
So quit playin dawg and realize
The mirror aint that bad
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
Still sitting here
The broken one
Gotta find a way
To put this shit behind
Need to get away from all
These thoughs in my mind
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
I'm not sitting here
As the broken one
I found a way
To put this shit behind
Its cause of my family
I will never die
bye...
even though I know bad things might appear
Tell me that it's not a waste of time
To ride around and stare up here to try and clear my mind
Dirty History, it's all the same
ain't no livin' soul gonna take the blame
For all the suicidal things I did
all the pain that was caused to acheive a wish
Suffering, body recovering
Struggling, when things start bubbling
Can't wash away what's not seen
guess we all gotta little dirty history
Eeeny meeny miney moe
made this killa mad now we outta control
Don't know which way to go
time to pick up the pace and let the whole world know
I'm writin this as if it was my last
Thank you for the memories and times we had
Remember me as if I never went away
Cause I'll see you all again another day
Those are parts of a song called "2 Whom it May Concern" by ABK...that's jus to give u an idea of how im feelin right now.
I'm in another one of those random depression moods. Now, time for me to write a song
Why didn't you think with the razor at ya rist?
Why wasnt it life that you chose instead of this?
Why'd you have to have that gun in ya fingertips?
Why'd you have to put that fuckin barrel to ya lips?
Why couldnt you stay and deal with this bullshit?
We all do it man, the world is hell and we all know this
But theres things in this place that can make you wanna stay
You find a place you belong at the end of the day
We a family dawg dont do this shit you makin us weaker
I know you dont want that laughin bitch right there to feel stronger
Hes lookin at you beggin you to put one in ya head
His bitch ass would love to see you dead
But you know that shit is whack
You a juggalo dawg dont go out like that
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
Still sitting here
The broken one
Gotta find a way
To put this shit behind
Need to get away from all
These thoughts in my mind
Remember that song "I'm Alright" by Twizitd?
I know you do, we was bumpin it in the Civic
Remember when Monox said everyones got a purpose in life
And you gon live to see another day?
Well that shit is true dont fuckin think that it aint
We all feel down and feel like there's too much hate
But our minds are fucked and we cant see the love
We only see whats below and never above
It's a shame that shit has to happen like that
But jus try to remember the fam thats got ya back
The world might do you wrong and treat you like a ho
But you'll never see that shit from a Juggalo
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
Still sitting here
The broken one
Gotta find a way
To put this shit behind
Need to get away from all
These thoughs in my mind
Put the gun down dawg you aint gonna do it
Think about all the people you would ruin
Where would they be without they homie in the paint?
What would they do if they were somewhere you aint?
This is jus one of those phases you goin through
At least thats what I'd like to say when I look at you
Things'll slowly get better man, you jus wait and see
Soon you'll be done with the bullshit and its home free
Do whatever you want and say what you feel
Without a buncha bitches tellin you how to deal
Shit'll work out at home
Wit your moms and wit your dad
So quit playin dawg and realize
The mirror aint that bad
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
Still sitting here
The broken one
Gotta find a way
To put this shit behind
Need to get away from all
These thoughs in my mind
Well the knife has passed
And so has the gun
I'm not sitting here
As the broken one
I found a way
To put this shit behind
Its cause of my family
I will never die
bye...