Christmas Eve

[jaygdee]

We just had a family pre-Christmas get together. I mostly hung out with my cousins.. Whenever were all together, I feel so.. different. No offence to them, but theyre like more punkish and, well... teenagers.. lol. I felt quite bad though because they do try to get to know me better, but Im just so closed off. I dont mean to be though. I do want to have the same relationship that we once had when we were kids... Only this time, I want them to know Im gay. I hope they take it well.. I am almost sure theyd be ok with it. They seem to be open minded. I love them like brothers, so I want them to know me fully.. I dont know when Ill be telling them yet though..

Right now, Im at TJ's and well be making "Chocolate Balls"!!!! :):):)