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living with dani is awesome. we went out last night with her best friend. I asked her friend when is the appropriate time to tell someone you love them, after you know 100% you do. I know I love this girl, she's amazing. We both share the love for drum n bass, she is an aquarius so it's like we are the missing part of each other. the ying and yang. We are always finishing each others sentences, we are always having the same thoughts.
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD" is a common sentence uttered by us both. So why am I finding it so hard to just utter those 3 words? I can honestly say I'm scared. I know it's been such a short time we have been together. How did I fall so in love with this girl only 3 months into a relationship? I've never felt so comfortable with someone in my life. She even made me vegetarian, and my body looks amazing now. I haven't had my florida body since... well florida hahaha. It was definitely a confidence booster, and I can tell sometimes when I'm skating and lift my shirt to wipe my face off, she gets turned on, and that's awesome. I really missed being loved how I'm being loved. I can't say I wasn't loved this way before... because if I did.. I would be a liar. I do enjoy how she takes care of me. It's nuts. I'll get home from skating and she will be right on the couch waiting for me with a half frozen bottle of water the way I like it :)
I like how she does my laundry, I like how I always do the dishes just to see her come home and have a big smile on her face. There's nothing more amazing then seeing her smile. I love the way how we can just lay in bed and caress each others hands/bodies until we both fall asleep in each others arms. It has always been a problem for me to fall asleep with a girl in my arms or even on my chest. With her it's just a natural thing for her to be all over me when we sleep. I feel like I'm in this protective mode when I'm with her. It's not because shes like 5'4 103lbs lol, well sometimes I gotta keep her from blowing away in the wind... but it's just a cool feeling. Her parents love me, which is uber important to me. I don't understand how some parents can be such douches without knowing who I was as a person first. They took the time to get to know me, and I'm thankful for that. All of her friends love me. This is good.
so why can't I just man up and say, "dani, I love you." possibly because I never thought I would utter that sentence again...
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD" is a common sentence uttered by us both. So why am I finding it so hard to just utter those 3 words? I can honestly say I'm scared. I know it's been such a short time we have been together. How did I fall so in love with this girl only 3 months into a relationship? I've never felt so comfortable with someone in my life. She even made me vegetarian, and my body looks amazing now. I haven't had my florida body since... well florida hahaha. It was definitely a confidence booster, and I can tell sometimes when I'm skating and lift my shirt to wipe my face off, she gets turned on, and that's awesome. I really missed being loved how I'm being loved. I can't say I wasn't loved this way before... because if I did.. I would be a liar. I do enjoy how she takes care of me. It's nuts. I'll get home from skating and she will be right on the couch waiting for me with a half frozen bottle of water the way I like it :)
I like how she does my laundry, I like how I always do the dishes just to see her come home and have a big smile on her face. There's nothing more amazing then seeing her smile. I love the way how we can just lay in bed and caress each others hands/bodies until we both fall asleep in each others arms. It has always been a problem for me to fall asleep with a girl in my arms or even on my chest. With her it's just a natural thing for her to be all over me when we sleep. I feel like I'm in this protective mode when I'm with her. It's not because shes like 5'4 103lbs lol, well sometimes I gotta keep her from blowing away in the wind... but it's just a cool feeling. Her parents love me, which is uber important to me. I don't understand how some parents can be such douches without knowing who I was as a person first. They took the time to get to know me, and I'm thankful for that. All of her friends love me. This is good.
so why can't I just man up and say, "dani, I love you." possibly because I never thought I would utter that sentence again...