Aug 05, 2007 00:37
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I miss my Kellyn. Tremendously.
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This morning ... ugh. I hate the idea of loss and death.
I'm okay, my family's okay ... but no more info for a bit. No more until I get the chance to breathe and relax from the drama that happened this morning.
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I was invited to a party tomorrow (well, today) at 6pm, and Mary said she'd go along with me. But I don't even feel like going because of everything going on.
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I have the larget urge to talk to Nicholas, I did the other day but it was about nothing, really. I'm all bothered about what happened this morning and need to talk to someone, and for some reason, my brain is telling me that it's him I need to be there.
For some reason, I can't even pick up the phone to try and call Nick, or even have the courage to click and IM him, though.
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I'm not asking for pity by this, I just need to vent. And for now, this is all I can manage. Deal with it, as you as deal with me.
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nicholas