nearly last day of february (and the fact that I'm hopeless with priorities)
Well, I’m being currently busy with grad school and work and yes, life in general.
Which I guess I’m happy for, but there are days when just everything I’m doing feels so bleargh. I feel like I’m waiting and waiting for something BIG to happen, but then it never does. I think I have to blame that on the fact that I’m so easily distracted, so even if I do say I’m currently bogged down with school and work stuff, I really spend only half the time doing so. Most of the time, I’d simply find myself staring into space, doing nothing. I’m really trying to remember how I used to focus and concentrate. I used to do so quite well, if I may say. Urgh. I hate the fact that I always seem to find ways of distracting myself.
Like now, for instance. Lol should definitely be working on some papers (deadline’s tonight, btw. =_=) and yet here I am fooling around with my lj. Actually, I think this is because of the fact that with me being a work-at-home person right now, I’m sort of craving for some social life. I literally get to meet people only on Thursdays and Saturdays - days when I have to go to classes. I don’t even want to think about the upcoming summer where there’s no school and I face 2 months of possible home ‘imprisonment.’ I suddenly realized that for all my claims of being perfectly okay with being a semi-hermit, I do actually love people. Even the ones who tend to annoy me to the ends of the earth.
On a somewhat unrelated note, I don’t even know why I suddenly got the urge to continue with my akame fic, Cosmic Child (yep, original title I know). Lol so after a month (I think?) of dealing with writer’s block, I get the urge to write on one of my busier days. There’s something seriously wrong with my prioritizing skills. Or lack of it, I believe.
Anyway, I should be getting back to my papers. =_= I’ll try to finish it real quick then maybe I’d be able to post the next part of Cosmic Child maybe in a few days time. Maybe. I’m done with the second part… but, urgh. It still has a few kinks that I need to go over (after I finish my papers!).
Okay, now back to ninja work mode.
(On a S/N, I’m currently in love with Monkey Majik. I don’t know why I only became aware of their amazing, amazing music. I must’ve been living under a rock. lol UFO’s my fave!)