sickness
i went to Dfers toight. so happy to because of the lack of happiness in my damn house. i hate it here. anyways i watched Along Came Polly which was awesome, and also half of Eurotrip. i say half because i had to bounce.
anyways i came back and i was fine. found my report card..
down the list the whole year for final grades:
A. B. A. B- .C. D. B- .A- .C+ .D+ .B- .C+
SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY. kinda.
failed all my finals. except for Ceramics (A) and Comp. (B)
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okay school was gay. but. yeah i got ndomly wicked sick tonight i was laying down on my bed and felt a wicvked pain in my stomach. so i got up and washed face and looked in the mirror. felt all dizzy turned around and BLAHHH. poor linds threw up. and then i got the biggest headache. and wow look at the time. 2:16 in the morning. whats up with me and never getting to bed? maybe thats why i have these CRAZY dreams about all these guys. but it makes me soo lonley.
lonely? why?
i dont know i miss having that "guy" (wicked scary. it was quiet and when i wrote the word guy thunder occured. and there isnt anymore thunder) anyways. i miss having that guy there. to be held. to talk to. to write about. having those times where all u do is make fun of eachother, knowing it can never hurt.. i miss holding warm hands. im sick of the cold. i dont know
that was random. i never talk about that stuff anymore. lately i just have been all like that for some reason unknown. we all get like that though...
im listening to Ryan Cabrera right now. i love him and he inspired me. i so wanna pay the accoustic guitar now. and once i get to realy know how to play a song, i think it could be a good relaxer. just sit there playing..
i just love music. whats life without it? ya know?
The beach isnt happening tomorrow. kinda sad about that cuz i never get to see my frieinds from agawam anymore. no matter what though i will <3 them forever.
i met this kid christian. he's a model and he's hot.
RACH i love you and keep on pulling through. u'll make it. <3
agie. u just keep on layin down the rules u lil bitchass. we all love u for that.
wow so much drama can happen. so glad im not in it.
dana puched tristan int he facce and DREW BLOOD. how awesome lol.
nick is quitting work soon.. :( he's so awesome and gorgeous im gonna miss him.
props to lyndsie. sorry if name spelt wrong? we have some of the same issues with girls. u just really need to GET THE JOB! :) and our words for "her": BITCH!
im tired and sick and hava headache. gotta listen to this 1 song by Ryan and Aaron. gotta hear both of their voices before falling asleep. calms me.
GOODNIGHT<3
anyways i came back and i was fine. found my report card..
down the list the whole year for final grades:
A. B. A. B- .C. D. B- .A- .C+ .D+ .B- .C+
SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY. kinda.
failed all my finals. except for Ceramics (A) and Comp. (B)
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okay school was gay. but. yeah i got ndomly wicked sick tonight i was laying down on my bed and felt a wicvked pain in my stomach. so i got up and washed face and looked in the mirror. felt all dizzy turned around and BLAHHH. poor linds threw up. and then i got the biggest headache. and wow look at the time. 2:16 in the morning. whats up with me and never getting to bed? maybe thats why i have these CRAZY dreams about all these guys. but it makes me soo lonley.
lonely? why?
i dont know i miss having that "guy" (wicked scary. it was quiet and when i wrote the word guy thunder occured. and there isnt anymore thunder) anyways. i miss having that guy there. to be held. to talk to. to write about. having those times where all u do is make fun of eachother, knowing it can never hurt.. i miss holding warm hands. im sick of the cold. i dont know
that was random. i never talk about that stuff anymore. lately i just have been all like that for some reason unknown. we all get like that though...
im listening to Ryan Cabrera right now. i love him and he inspired me. i so wanna pay the accoustic guitar now. and once i get to realy know how to play a song, i think it could be a good relaxer. just sit there playing..
i just love music. whats life without it? ya know?
The beach isnt happening tomorrow. kinda sad about that cuz i never get to see my frieinds from agawam anymore. no matter what though i will <3 them forever.
i met this kid christian. he's a model and he's hot.
RACH i love you and keep on pulling through. u'll make it. <3
agie. u just keep on layin down the rules u lil bitchass. we all love u for that.
wow so much drama can happen. so glad im not in it.
dana puched tristan int he facce and DREW BLOOD. how awesome lol.
nick is quitting work soon.. :( he's so awesome and gorgeous im gonna miss him.
props to lyndsie. sorry if name spelt wrong? we have some of the same issues with girls. u just really need to GET THE JOB! :) and our words for "her": BITCH!
im tired and sick and hava headache. gotta listen to this 1 song by Ryan and Aaron. gotta hear both of their voices before falling asleep. calms me.
GOODNIGHT<3