Dec 19, 2011 20:59
So it really has been too long why haven’t I written anything? Well the simple answer is that I haven’t actually had anything to say, which is of course a lie, because I went to South East Asia. The real reason is because I have been indulging in self theory in the form of a handy little program on google chrome called penzu which I have been writing in nonstop. The problem with that is though is that what I have been writing is not really readable in that it just contains a load of problems. Not that I have loads of problems, just mostly about crushes and things like that, but it has been enjoyable to read back through, learning that I am melodramatic when I write is a useful piece of knowledge.
So I have returned to the world of live journal because Dave (my brother in law (to be)) suggested that I write a book, which I think I would actually enjoy, but 1. I have no ideas for a book let alone any prospects or time to write one and two, I literally cannot be bothered or have the perseverance to start. So my aim is to try and force myself to write nearly every day. I say nearly in order to give myself some room for manoeuvre.
So what is new in my life? Not much. I came home from Asia to work back up at Waves which I did and enjoyed. Living with my Dad was a bit of a nightmare, but once we got used to each other again it was all fine. He adapted to my vegetarianism much better than my Mom and allowed me to cook for him almost every night, weird but he was a willing gunea pig for my cooking which has actually come a long way I feel.
So why do I find myself in Bristol? Basically because as much as I love North Devon, and believe it or not I actually do love that part of the world which I feel I can say with conviction because I have seen a few places on this earth, it really isn’t the place for me. Sure it has the ‘glorious coast line, the jutting cliff faces and rolling hills, not to mention the miles of golden sandy beaches’ but it just generally is not some where I can ever see a future for myself in.
So that’s a small update for what I am doing, although I know its not enough, I need to find some kind’ve niche which I can work with to force myself to write. I shall try to make mental notes throughout the day really of things I can write about.