Sep 27, 2006 15:10
I have never experienced such a rush of emotions, or conflict of emotions, since I got here.
It's actually kind of funny- I'm so unfamiliar with having a social life, that when I started getting one, and started dealing with both the positives and negatives of it, part of me wanted to (and still wants) to pull away-
It kind of reminds me of the guy in the cave that was forced into the sunlight. He did fight it for a while.
I'm trying to keep up with school work, yet I feel alittle overwhelmed from all this.
... and trying to balance everything is quite the challenge. School, friends... I like it, but it is complicated...
I need a manual on this.
... and a break.
...
And I just can't help but laugh from the irony of this whole thing!!!! I got what I wanted so much I'm drowning in "prosperity"!
I'm actually loving it. It is overwhelming, but I'm loving it!!!!!!
... no association to McDonalds *shutters*