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So I have my lap top back :) (yay!)
I've officially graduated out of the youth program. It feels kind of weird, actually. I'm ready to grow up, yet my soul still wants to hang on.
I'm ready to charge the world, yet my heart isn't.
I'm still longing the days of my youth, still attached to the activity days I have attended for 10 years now.
Personally, I actually think it is because of how it seems like my youth was a little wasted. I was stuck almost every stinking moment- and I mean every little moment- doing some form of school work (except on Sundays, of course). I never hung out much, never really acted like a kid- I have always been mentally old for my age. Always 12 going on 50.
Yet I know that I have brighter days ahead of me. I will probably still miss the youth I never used, but I need to keep heading on to what I believe is waiting for me.
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This week is crunch week for my "Duty to God" award. I have all summer to get it, but hopefully I can get it all done in just a few weeks, if not the majority this week.
I've officially graduated out of the youth program. It feels kind of weird, actually. I'm ready to grow up, yet my soul still wants to hang on.
I'm ready to charge the world, yet my heart isn't.
I'm still longing the days of my youth, still attached to the activity days I have attended for 10 years now.
Personally, I actually think it is because of how it seems like my youth was a little wasted. I was stuck almost every stinking moment- and I mean every little moment- doing some form of school work (except on Sundays, of course). I never hung out much, never really acted like a kid- I have always been mentally old for my age. Always 12 going on 50.
Yet I know that I have brighter days ahead of me. I will probably still miss the youth I never used, but I need to keep heading on to what I believe is waiting for me.
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This week is crunch week for my "Duty to God" award. I have all summer to get it, but hopefully I can get it all done in just a few weeks, if not the majority this week.