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Currently at UMASS, just did some literature review and shiznat for this blasted science fair. After this week is over and sci fair is history, and the english play is handed in, i think i might actually be myself again. i have been a blurr lately.
tomorrow is valentines day, another stupid hallmark holiday and all i want for myself is an RC. a few in PARTICULAR!
okay so god, and not sashk, didn't want me to go to western mass. for wrestling, just wasnt met to be. yes, i was chronically depressed/still am but im glad at least shana got to go and soak it all up for me. im calling her tonight for the bits and peices and every detail that she recorded. and you know she did because she was very consistent when i came home from nebraska. hehe. muah shay shay.
i miss typing, i miss my computer. we are getting a new one and i will believe that the day im on it at my house doing work for school not at umass. grr.
okay, so you all know that cingular commercial?
"rasing the bar"
the guy is driving through all of these gorgeous places and the background is singing "pulled in to nazareth, was feelin bout half past ten"...?
i have been seeing that so much lately.
and whenever i do i always get that feeling you get when you are going on vacation, or pulling into somewhere new and someplace so much better. the feeling you get that just tells you this is where you should be. and this how you should feel, not like you are stuck somewhere. the feeling of something new and the idea that you actually have possibilities. i cannot explain it but it has been overwhelming me and making me want to get out of here so much more.
i explained this to hanz better but just dont ask questions.
i feel like im missing sometime, but i dont even wanna think about it because i dont think its anything that anyone can give me. its nothing that i can prolly give myself. i think its just a feeling.
im dropping out of school tomorrow.
*after period 8 because thats the only one that has meaning*
this keyboard is really simply orgasmic to type on.
my fingers are drawn to the R and C keyes. hmm.
i'm not gonna get home till approx. midnight tonight.
the grammys are playing as we speak.
maybe the world is coming to some sense and deciding to appreciate real music for what it is worth as opposed to the stupid rap and disgusting shit that's clogging up my ears. gaa.
i want the hangar asap.
okay well considering i do not exist in the internet world, yall could call me and make kelly sing Since U Been Gone to me or the used sing Blue and Yellow. just a thought. ((522:4147))
Julia, signing off, SSDD.
tomorrow is valentines day, another stupid hallmark holiday and all i want for myself is an RC. a few in PARTICULAR!
okay so god, and not sashk, didn't want me to go to western mass. for wrestling, just wasnt met to be. yes, i was chronically depressed/still am but im glad at least shana got to go and soak it all up for me. im calling her tonight for the bits and peices and every detail that she recorded. and you know she did because she was very consistent when i came home from nebraska. hehe. muah shay shay.
i miss typing, i miss my computer. we are getting a new one and i will believe that the day im on it at my house doing work for school not at umass. grr.
okay, so you all know that cingular commercial?
"rasing the bar"
the guy is driving through all of these gorgeous places and the background is singing "pulled in to nazareth, was feelin bout half past ten"...?
i have been seeing that so much lately.
and whenever i do i always get that feeling you get when you are going on vacation, or pulling into somewhere new and someplace so much better. the feeling you get that just tells you this is where you should be. and this how you should feel, not like you are stuck somewhere. the feeling of something new and the idea that you actually have possibilities. i cannot explain it but it has been overwhelming me and making me want to get out of here so much more.
i explained this to hanz better but just dont ask questions.
i feel like im missing sometime, but i dont even wanna think about it because i dont think its anything that anyone can give me. its nothing that i can prolly give myself. i think its just a feeling.
im dropping out of school tomorrow.
*after period 8 because thats the only one that has meaning*
this keyboard is really simply orgasmic to type on.
my fingers are drawn to the R and C keyes. hmm.
i'm not gonna get home till approx. midnight tonight.
the grammys are playing as we speak.
maybe the world is coming to some sense and deciding to appreciate real music for what it is worth as opposed to the stupid rap and disgusting shit that's clogging up my ears. gaa.
i want the hangar asap.
okay well considering i do not exist in the internet world, yall could call me and make kelly sing Since U Been Gone to me or the used sing Blue and Yellow. just a thought. ((522:4147))
Julia, signing off, SSDD.