Brooks Ave. Sucks

[jaydee223]

Whats gonna happen next , huh?!?! all this shit at brooks is bringing me down. it has been for a year now. i cant even explain how pissed and how hurt i am. Eddie has been there for me so much in these years.. and now that hes gone.. i dont want a new youth minister. hes just gonna fuck stuff up anyways , i dunno im just so angry. emmotionally tired also. it hit me so hard to have to realize that he is leaving.. I told Jill that i could take her to cary church sometimes.. or w/e and still go to brooks sometimes.. but ya kno.. i dont feel welcomed there at all. who gives a shit if my dad is an elder.. and people know who i am. the so called "youth parents" that are involved with the youth group piss me off. Bad things continue to happen at brooks.. they keep building up on each other. oh yeah im really tired of the gossip that goes around in our youthgroup and with the "youth parents" i cant open up to nobody within the youthgroup at certain events cuz there so many damn chaperoans (not spelled right)around that if i say somethin publicly i cant trust the parents just to keep there mouth shut and not to say anything. i bet u more families are gonna leave b/c of eddies decision. i dont blame eddie for even to tell ya the truth... i wouldnt want to be apart of a church like that. thx to brooks my faith is basically gone. and thats what hurts the most.

ps. if anybody wants to talk about brooks with me , or anybody has somethin on there heart and needs someone to listen. ill be here for u

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