I think my guitar needs a knife in it.

[jaycuss]

So Im going over seas for a while and right now is a really challenging time.....for me. I dont know what it is.I wonder if I can live anywhere.I wonder if I am even capable of ever getting married or ,staying in the same place or, making anything of myself for that matter. Maybe I was born to roam alone.I tell you it is a compulsion so compelling that I dont have much control over it.My heart wrenches and and my stomach churns.