May 10, 2006 08:25
I canceled my music myspace account. I found out that I was seeking the praise of men.And that is idolatry in my heart.Jesus told me to "cut it off"so I did. I'm the last one to listen to Jesus cause I always just want to do what I want to do. But doing what I want to do only pushes me farther away in my heart callousing and blinding as I push on thinking Im doing what is going to make me happy.I Imagine sometimes if not all the time we are but mere two year olds screaming to the top of our lungs at 7 in the morning for our 2nd lollypop.