Sep 30, 2005 01:03
Now I'm just pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My wife's younger sister passes away last night.
Will it ever stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A father and a sister in 3 weeks, where is relief?
It might be a long while before i'm back here again.
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-Lamentations 3:32-33 (don't quote me on the exact refernce, but I know it's close)
I know how you feel. Last Febuary I felt the same way. Still do in some ways. Last Feb. my father died. I was and am still mad that the last 3 years of his life was practically taken away from me due to his arrest. On top of that, the last time I ever saw him alive was my 16th birthday, back in May of '04. Right after that I had a huge fallout with dance, what was once one of my big passions. I know what it's like to feel like everytime to get up, you just get knocked down again. I don't know why it happens like this. I don't like it. It's hurts. Alot. But I have one thing to hold onto. God is doing it for my good. And he did it for dad's good. While dad was in prison, he became a Christian, and help spread Christ's love to the other inmates. Because I don't really have an earthly dad of my own, I'm having to trust God to be my daddy. It's not easy, and it's definatly not fun or fair. But I know that God will make good out of it. He still loves you. He's still there, protecting you, strengthening you.
I will definatly be praying for you and your family. I know the pain ya'll are going through. And I know the God who will help you through it, even when you feel all alone. He is there. He will not leave you.
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