Contradictions
It's strange how the craziest, objectively worst weekend possible left me in such a good mood. I wonder why these moods never really last.
I wonder why I went out by myself to eat tonight. I hate eating alone. But I was feeling like spending time by myself so much that I didn't even come straight back to my room. I wonder why I go off by myself at the times that I most want social interaction.
I wonder why a car always seems to break down when I go to Gainesville. It's interesting.
I wonder why sometimes I care about things that aren't important and don't care about things that are.
I wonder why I don't know where that came from, but I know I'm mildly restless.
I wonder why I write in here when I don't have anything to say.
"Running blind..."