Freaky Friday
Well I did it!! I managed to get in late for the first time in 2 weeks! I always try to leave the house at latest 10 after, but no matter what I do I always seem to get out of the house by 6:18! Why that time, I have no earthly idea. The funny thing is all morning, while wondering around the house, I just had this whole sense that someone I didn't know was lurking around the house .I actually even messed around to make sure that the house alarm was on last nite before I went to bed. I also wandered around making sure the dogs were still alive and that nobody killed them. I know, I know... Call me insane. I walked around every corner making sure that the coast was clear. I walked out to my car in the dark and quickly shut the doors. I figured that once I got out of the house that sense of been watched would be gone. I still felt "it"...I suddenly felt like I was in one of those horror movies, you know the one where you see some helpless little victim crawl into the car and all of a sudden, there is someone in their back seat then gets their throat slit right open or something. Well I drove off, feeling that there was someone was behind me. Why was I feeling this paranoid anyway? Heh... I think it's just because I am a some kind of big chicken. Then it happened, I looked up and saw the moon, full and bright, illuminating the dark morning sky. Well, at least for me it looked like it was full. *shrug* It was a beautiful sight though. Maybe it was the mystic powers o the moon? Maybe I am just crazy?
I don't think I spend enough time outside anymore, just to sit out and relax under the nite sky (as I get heavily attacked by mosquitoes! UGH!). I remember the days when I would sit on the hood of my car with some friends and watch the sparkly little stars in the sky twinkling about, the moon illuminating the whole dark sky. I would just sit there for hours and just wonder...who out there am I going to end up spending the rest of my life with? The world is sooo huge, soo many people and yet, one day I will end up with just one soul. Will I ever deserve to one day be in love? Do I deserve to be in love? Would I ever be fully ready to accept all the responsibilities that came with this thing called L O V E? Now I sit here and find the questions I asked myself years and years ago finally answered but sometimes I don't know if I am deserving of any of it.
Ho hum...Well turns out that we may not get a babysitter for our rescheduled "date nite" tomorrow. And the funny thing is that we prolly won't be able to get one til 3 weeks later or so. We just don't trust any sitter, it has to be my family. I guess Danny and I weren't meant to go out alone for a while, and it's been soooooooo long too. Oh well. Sometimes I just wish that there were some sort of extra umph! in our relationship, but I guess it gets hard these days.
We're going to Orlando on Saturday though! YAY! What we will be doing, I have no earthly idea. I remember the days when Danny and I would just make quick decisions to drive down to Orlando for the day and shop at the outlet mall, one of my fave places to get my shoes and purses is ESPRIT or just hang around Disney Walk or whatever place we could find. If it got too late, we would spend a nite there. It was nice when we had the chance to make quick decisions like that. Now... We have to plan ahead.
Danny actually accomplished a lot around the house yesterday, I am actually proud of him. Makes me feel real lazy ass though. I came home with that headache from earlier yesterday morning so I had to bury myself under the pillows and get a bit of rest to make the headache go away. I felt bad doing so bec Danny seemed like he got bit in the ass by the busy bug yesterday and there I was laying down. The rest of the nite he took our dorky little dog to his obedience class while I stayed home and took care of lil Molly. May I add that she absolutely LOVES BARNEY ! She is just too cute and too smart for her own good. =0)
I don't think I spend enough time outside anymore, just to sit out and relax under the nite sky (as I get heavily attacked by mosquitoes! UGH!). I remember the days when I would sit on the hood of my car with some friends and watch the sparkly little stars in the sky twinkling about, the moon illuminating the whole dark sky. I would just sit there for hours and just wonder...who out there am I going to end up spending the rest of my life with? The world is sooo huge, soo many people and yet, one day I will end up with just one soul. Will I ever deserve to one day be in love? Do I deserve to be in love? Would I ever be fully ready to accept all the responsibilities that came with this thing called L O V E? Now I sit here and find the questions I asked myself years and years ago finally answered but sometimes I don't know if I am deserving of any of it.
Ho hum...Well turns out that we may not get a babysitter for our rescheduled "date nite" tomorrow. And the funny thing is that we prolly won't be able to get one til 3 weeks later or so. We just don't trust any sitter, it has to be my family. I guess Danny and I weren't meant to go out alone for a while, and it's been soooooooo long too. Oh well. Sometimes I just wish that there were some sort of extra umph! in our relationship, but I guess it gets hard these days.
We're going to Orlando on Saturday though! YAY! What we will be doing, I have no earthly idea. I remember the days when Danny and I would just make quick decisions to drive down to Orlando for the day and shop at the outlet mall, one of my fave places to get my shoes and purses is ESPRIT or just hang around Disney Walk or whatever place we could find. If it got too late, we would spend a nite there. It was nice when we had the chance to make quick decisions like that. Now... We have to plan ahead.
Danny actually accomplished a lot around the house yesterday, I am actually proud of him. Makes me feel real lazy ass though. I came home with that headache from earlier yesterday morning so I had to bury myself under the pillows and get a bit of rest to make the headache go away. I felt bad doing so bec Danny seemed like he got bit in the ass by the busy bug yesterday and there I was laying down. The rest of the nite he took our dorky little dog to his obedience class while I stayed home and took care of lil Molly. May I add that she absolutely LOVES BARNEY ! She is just too cute and too smart for her own good. =0)