Humpday?? Humpday!!???
I almost feel like I have been neglecting my poor little journal. I believe it is because I have what some people call "writer's block." The funny thing is that I don't really consider myself much of a writer, I think I am pretty lousy. But I'm not really here to write much of anything to impress anyone, I am here to just basically leave a type of update on myself and all the craziness that runs thru my life and my mind.
Poor little Molly was up every so often again last nite. She apparently caught the cold from my nephew, Jordan. She definitely wasn't herself yesterday, well part of the day she was. Danny and I went to bed and a hour or so later, Molly was up coughing and hacking up stuff. The cute thing is that she kept calling for Mommy then Daddy, then Mommy, then Daddy. She sounded horrible. I headed for her room to pick her up then Danny tells me not to get her because she stopped crying. We listened to her monitor and saw she had stopped. A couple hours later, she woke up again. Danny groggily jumped to his feet and walked out. I told Danny to just go ahead and let her sleep with us that nite. So there she was, a teddy bear(really a mouse) in one hand, and her blankie in the other. She continued to shuffled about all nite so I continued to get up and check on her, I continued to check the time to make sure that my alarm closk wouldn't go off to wake her. I woke up this morning and somehow Danny had transferred her to her own crib. There was a pillow flooded and soaked with Molly's drool next to me.
I felt like I didn't sleep too well last nite, it's as if I slept very lightly. I kept getting up last nite and seeing Danny sitting up or standing around. I would ask him if he was okay and would tell me that he couldn't sleep. He was constantly getting up and walking in and out of the room, I think he was having an anxiety attack. I think it was because it was too warm in the room and there were 3 of us on a queen size bed, possibly he felt cramped.
So I am pretty wide awake this morning and in a very good mood. The funny thing is that when I don't get enough sleep, I am usually cranky as hell. I woke up earlier than my alarm clock, I even ironed my clothes! WOW! I got to work with more than enough time and I didn't have to weave in and out of traffic at 70 mph to get to work on time. Just a nice smooth drive over here. Wait til later, I think this so called "energy" and good mood will prolly crash...*yawn*
So we did it, we managed it let my sister stay over at our place til things simmer down between my mom and her. All I can say is VERY VERY bad blood. There has been some ULTRA drama going on with her so she will be with us for a while. I have been talking to my brother in law about lot of the stuff that has been going on between them and he is not in very good shape. It really tears me up with a lot of the things that he says about her. I have never met anyone that has loved someone so deeply that they willing to do anything (well, besides Danny...hehe)He has been beating himself up over everything. My sister is just being cold. I think it is because deep down inside I belive that she is confused and does not know what she wants. She is only 22 yrs old and she really needs time to grow and realize what she really wants in life. She needs to take out all the obstacles that cloud her path to making things right. My whole family and I have all pretty much talked out every single word and letter out of oursleves to make my sister realize things. We have come to conclusion that she needs to do things for herself. Way too much drama, and beause of all of it I believe that I now have an stomach ulcer! UGH!
I don't think I will ever get my site up! UGH! Not enough time in a day for Danny and I to do this, plus there has just been too much going on. Eventually this muthafugga will be up. The question is when...*hmph*
Poor little Molly was up every so often again last nite. She apparently caught the cold from my nephew, Jordan. She definitely wasn't herself yesterday, well part of the day she was. Danny and I went to bed and a hour or so later, Molly was up coughing and hacking up stuff. The cute thing is that she kept calling for Mommy then Daddy, then Mommy, then Daddy. She sounded horrible. I headed for her room to pick her up then Danny tells me not to get her because she stopped crying. We listened to her monitor and saw she had stopped. A couple hours later, she woke up again. Danny groggily jumped to his feet and walked out. I told Danny to just go ahead and let her sleep with us that nite. So there she was, a teddy bear(really a mouse) in one hand, and her blankie in the other. She continued to shuffled about all nite so I continued to get up and check on her, I continued to check the time to make sure that my alarm closk wouldn't go off to wake her. I woke up this morning and somehow Danny had transferred her to her own crib. There was a pillow flooded and soaked with Molly's drool next to me.
I felt like I didn't sleep too well last nite, it's as if I slept very lightly. I kept getting up last nite and seeing Danny sitting up or standing around. I would ask him if he was okay and would tell me that he couldn't sleep. He was constantly getting up and walking in and out of the room, I think he was having an anxiety attack. I think it was because it was too warm in the room and there were 3 of us on a queen size bed, possibly he felt cramped.
So I am pretty wide awake this morning and in a very good mood. The funny thing is that when I don't get enough sleep, I am usually cranky as hell. I woke up earlier than my alarm clock, I even ironed my clothes! WOW! I got to work with more than enough time and I didn't have to weave in and out of traffic at 70 mph to get to work on time. Just a nice smooth drive over here. Wait til later, I think this so called "energy" and good mood will prolly crash...*yawn*
So we did it, we managed it let my sister stay over at our place til things simmer down between my mom and her. All I can say is VERY VERY bad blood. There has been some ULTRA drama going on with her so she will be with us for a while. I have been talking to my brother in law about lot of the stuff that has been going on between them and he is not in very good shape. It really tears me up with a lot of the things that he says about her. I have never met anyone that has loved someone so deeply that they willing to do anything (well, besides Danny...hehe)He has been beating himself up over everything. My sister is just being cold. I think it is because deep down inside I belive that she is confused and does not know what she wants. She is only 22 yrs old and she really needs time to grow and realize what she really wants in life. She needs to take out all the obstacles that cloud her path to making things right. My whole family and I have all pretty much talked out every single word and letter out of oursleves to make my sister realize things. We have come to conclusion that she needs to do things for herself. Way too much drama, and beause of all of it I believe that I now have an stomach ulcer! UGH!
I don't think I will ever get my site up! UGH! Not enough time in a day for Danny and I to do this, plus there has just been too much going on. Eventually this muthafugga will be up. The question is when...*hmph*