My birthday looks lame
I was excited about having my birthday party this weekend... and then I realized that only a few people are coming. I know I don't have a lot of friends, hell I'm actually happy to only have a few... but I feel as if even the ones that say they're coming actually aren't. I've never celebrated my party outside my family, and from when i was in high school because I don't like drawing huge amounts of attention to myself for a stupid reason. Okay okay, sometimes I do... but I hate people who think they're birthday is so amazing that they tell everyone five times a day until they're birthday arrives.
Tim's choosing not to make it, I doubt Christina will actually come, so that leaves me and Zach, Mellisa, Chris, Ben (who I only slightly know) and Amy (who I met Zach through). I doubt no one would stay long except for me and Zach and maybe Chris. Amy MIGHT too. I could be wrong, but I doubt Ben would stay for long, since he doesn't really know me, and Mellisa isn't of age, so I'm sure it wouldn't be too much fun for her.
I hope all the people who say they'll come - will... I just always knew that if I tried to have a party for myself it would suck. Or even just getting people together. So I don't think I should even have it. Maybe I should just call it off.
Blah.
Tim's choosing not to make it, I doubt Christina will actually come, so that leaves me and Zach, Mellisa, Chris, Ben (who I only slightly know) and Amy (who I met Zach through). I doubt no one would stay long except for me and Zach and maybe Chris. Amy MIGHT too. I could be wrong, but I doubt Ben would stay for long, since he doesn't really know me, and Mellisa isn't of age, so I'm sure it wouldn't be too much fun for her.
I hope all the people who say they'll come - will... I just always knew that if I tried to have a party for myself it would suck. Or even just getting people together. So I don't think I should even have it. Maybe I should just call it off.
Blah.