50 things
50 things about me
-1\ driving home from gigs in the dark, especially if it's a long drive home
-2\ the song, round here (piano acoustic) - counting crows, will always be my favorite song of all time
-3\ the number 3 is my favorite of all numbers, i also accept 33, 333, 3333, you get the picture
-4\ writing mirrored
-5\ receiving letters and replying
-6\ talking about nothing until the early hours, every night
-7\ my first memory was of my dad frying ants with a magnifying glass, it's not a fond memory
-8\ having never have felt comfortable in my own skin
-9\ i sleep with my dog's collar under my pillow every night since she passed away, i have never missed anyone more than her, and i have never felt safer than when i have that collar under my pillow.
-10\ i take everything to heart, except the things i'm probably supposed to
-11\ i struggle to fall asleep and have to see a shrink about it, i honestly think it will be the biggest waste of time yet
-12\ i am terrified that i've already made all the wrong choices
-13\ i feel the need to fill every silence with words and more than usual find myself talking absolute rubbish
-14\ i have a strange obsession with crucifixes and collecting them
-15\ i wish i knew where i got the will power to become vegetarian from, so i can use it again, 6 years this year
-16\ i cannot even consider sleeping unless the room is pitch black, and i'm talking can't see you hand in front of your face dark
-17\ i don't understand how my family works and what there problem is with everything
-18\ my breathing often stops unexpectedly and this is something that scares me
-19\ i love to paint with acrylics
-20\ i have two teddies i've had since forever, old wed whom i got off santa for my first christmas, and new wed, whom i found in cornwall when i was six, and looks like a newer version of old wed.
-21\ i really want to cut all my hair off at one side, but jaw length is as far as i dare
-22\ i actually want full tattoo sleeves but i don't think i'd ever find enough meaningful images to fill an arm
-23\ i have very little musical talent, unless it's a recorder
-24\ i don't deal with things
-25\ right now, at this exact moment i wish i could walk a million miles
-26\ i love clothes that hang off me, they make me feel good about myself, ironically they also make me look ten times worse
-27\ the last thing i bought was a cup of tea
-28\ i don't have a favorite film but there are a few i can watch on repeat for days, constantine would be one of them
-29\ i'm not as pessimistic as annie says i am, but i am a pessimist most of the time if i am to be honest
-30\ the only pride my dad has ever shown in me was when i was eight and i called his friend's horrid wife a pompus old dingbat
-31\ my mum has a phone voice and i don't think anything annoys me more than hearing it
-32\ i have a very high tolerance of pain
-33\ starting things and never finishing them
-34\ i never have my camera on me when i really want it
-35\ i honestly believe the majority of my problems revolve around one thing which i am trying to fix (and failing)
-36\ i prefer to question than to be the questioned
-37\ my mr blobby duvet cover is the best feature in my room
-38\ my favorite word is santi
-39\ i want to will be a photographer of some sort some day, i'd like to work behind the scenes of the music industry
-40\ i have little intention on staying in england when i'm older
-41\ i think classic cars are beautiful and would much rather have an classic over the new cars, i will hopefully be getting a moggy 1000 at some point this year
-42\ i know i could achieve so much more if i actually tried, yet i don't
-43\ i have never been able to keep a diary for more than a month, this is my 7th try, i've done 2 week so far
-44\ i dislike having naturally straight hair
-45\ i have the most ridiculous dreams, yet according to dream dictionaries they all mean new ideas that i haven't figured out yet
-46\ a few people have changed my life for the better and without a few I'd be lost
-47\ i love pure apple juice
-48\ milk and two sugars
-49\ my eyes are my favorite thing about myself, the color though, not the vision i have from them
-50\ i know that i will think of 50 better things to put after i post this