a journal entry delivered to ur door

Jan 01, 2004 19:23

not sure what to write, but i kno that i want to write down something. so this will be more random than usual, be prepared:

new years was awful. absolutely no fun at all. um...yea.

i jus realized something. i have a term paper that i need to do. if its not done by monday morning, i stay back, and dont graduate. ill be going away this weekend, and wont have access to a computer. that leaves one day.

can somebody say "holy shit"?!?

holy shit

2004. i never thought this year would come so fast. i remember when i was really little, i would think about the year 2004, and how by that time i will be all grown up, and be totally ready for college.

kids are stupid.

im not ready for college. im not ready for anything. what happened to the worry free days of my early life. the days when i would play all day, and my future was the present, the days when nothing would stop me. what happened to the days where i didnt worry about lifes little problems. when i didnt worry about love

love

what a crappy state of mind. some days i feel good about love. this is not one of those days. why is love so random. it occurs at the worst time, and leaves at the worst time. its never what u want it to be, and if it becomes what u want it to be, its not as good as u thought. its.....

love.

and its something i dont have right now.

shoudnt that be a good thing? well....its not.

but life must, and does, go on

mandy moore, i love u, i think ur great. but hot damn, ur cover cd sucks ass. why did u make it?

rx bandits, i hated u, but now u have grown on me, and ive become a fan. keep on making good music.

dashboard, u help me get through lifes rough spots. rock on.

how long does everyone leave their xmas trees up? i think we leave it up for way too long.

family guy is the funniest show. every episode has one scene that i just cant stop laughing at, a scene that me and my friends rewind and watch again. its classic.

heres a quick haiku (wait, theyre all quick):

A gnat flying near
Annoying and bothersome
Destroyed by my hand

ok, the randomness i know has become too much.

but screw it

not enough people say hello when passing by on the street. if i make eye contact, they look away. but whos in the wrong? are they being way too shy, or am i being way to invasive. or is it just a simple greeting that should not be looked into so deeply.

simple greeting, end of story.

not much more to say except...

goodbye.

and that ur mother wants me.

but i dont want ur mother

i want u...

oh love

(screw it, love could be anywhere...

let me take a stab at ur momma)
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