Time heals everything

[jayarscott]

Forget, sounds great to me.
Forgive, How much strength do I have?
I did it once, I could do it again.
If time really heals everything
then why the hell am I still feeling.

His fault, her fault, Why does it matter?
And How could I say one thing
that could change everything,
To the point you would just forget
The past is gone. Let it go,
Shut up and go is all I heard.
As I turned out the door, to think I'd know.

I'm so tired of this doubt
I'm not letting go of the
things I couldn't figure out.
I've paid my dues and set my fees
If they're not low enough,
Then nothing-nothing is good enough.

These simple things about you.
Simple love I would do
But, I knew better than to let my feelings
show through.
And It's not my fault.
I am sure he meant well telling you my secrets.
But You weren't ever suppose to know.
So it began, the bee that stung me in the past.
Stung me again, that Big fat mouth of mine
Always betraying my better states of mind.

His fault, her fault, Why does it matter?
And How could I say one thing that
could change everything,
To the point you would just forget
The past is gone. Let it go,
Shut up and go is all I heard.
As I turned out the door and left.

Forever, sounded great to me.
Forget You, Never I said.
So where does that leave us now?
You're not ready, I'm not ready
I'm not sure what the fuck is wrong
With me now.
You said, let go!
 I just can't get over it.
You said, I'm not going,
I don't understand how you can say one thing
and mean another.
but it's all for the better.

As they say, Time heals everything,
but here i stand, and I am still waiting.