Feb 22, 2006 23:25
I've recently been trying to take m time and stress less.
Guess it hasn't work so much =/
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I can't seem to be up to date in posting on DA, and I haven't been in a quite positive mood latetly.
I think I need to see Steph Madgin some more and argue, and probably complain about things to feel better :P
I've been to Royal LePage interview for the receptionnist job, and I'll refure.
I felt a VERY intense negative energy rnuning through my veins when I entered the place. Iwould never be able to work in such a closed and negative place. They personnel is very nice and everything, but this wasn't my place to be at that time.
If they call me back for a second interview, I'll refuse, no doubt.
So I aked my father to call the guy who's working for Loblaws throughout québec. I'll try to get a new job that way. IGA grocery store, I cna't stand the employees I work with anymore. Especially those who were hired recently. They don't want to work... you know how it is, you keep doing their job, and never get a positive feedback. It drives me mad. I'm more encouraged at school...
Also, I'm trying to solve my weight problem for good. Since the beggining of the week, I'm looking for encouragment and ways to lose weight without destabilizing my thyroid. You know how it is, a fast loss of weight can make your system change. So I'll probably have to take blood tests to get the good medications. I'll be asking for them once I take my appointment for my gynecologist in march.
here's a status of myself:
name: Jessica
Nickname: Jaya
Age: 18
Height: 5'3"
weight: 180 lbs
looks: brown hair, chubby, lots of "boom boom up in front" blue/green eyes.
language: French/English
Location: south shore of Montreal/Qc, Ca (40 minutes of New York state)
currently: Studying in secretary in a professionnal school
My average weight should be between 130 to 135. I've taken 20 lbs before my thyroid medicatoins were accurate, and then 20 more pounds when I started taking Cyclen, contraception medications. I'm never willing to give those up, and the others, it's a life engagement.
I'm looking for motivations, help, and all I get so far is "you don,t need, looks are nothing...it's who you are"
it's not really a question looks...I can't find clothes, I'm too short for the sizes, and my health is in game. I'm always tired and all.
my resolutions:
- do more exercice
- reduce portions and junk food
- never eat between lunch, or only fruits or vegetables in low quantity
- go to bed earlier, get more sleep (believe me, it makes a huge difference)
- stop stressing about my job, and my school sutff
Tonight, I'm motivated. let's see tomorrow :P
I hope so.
So this is it I guess.
I've rawn something, I only need to scan it in tomorrow night.
After I take a coffee with Valery (if she answers this time...)
°Jaya°