Well...
Since the last entry I've laughed, I've cried but most of all I finally let said girl know how I feel, albeit by lettin her read this(bit of a cowards way out) and I was happy that she didn't instantly think I was a dick and hate me:)
Its cool that she finally knows how I feel about her, and now I don't have to keep anything from her anymore, can finally say anything I want. Turns out she didn't know how I felt and it was a shock to her to discover I loved her, it was just as big a shock to me that she didn't know how I felt.
Clare, if your reading this, I love you:) I always have and I always will. Hope one day just maybe u might feel the same way too, but if you don't I never want to lose u as a best mate.
Gonna go an try and eat something now. Its been ova 24 hours since I last ate or drank and even though I don't feel upto it I guess I had better try.
Love U clare:)(if u wanna kno how I feel bout u, listen to patience by Guns and Roses, says it better than I ever could)
Its cool that she finally knows how I feel about her, and now I don't have to keep anything from her anymore, can finally say anything I want. Turns out she didn't know how I felt and it was a shock to her to discover I loved her, it was just as big a shock to me that she didn't know how I felt.
Clare, if your reading this, I love you:) I always have and I always will. Hope one day just maybe u might feel the same way too, but if you don't I never want to lose u as a best mate.
Gonna go an try and eat something now. Its been ova 24 hours since I last ate or drank and even though I don't feel upto it I guess I had better try.
Love U clare:)(if u wanna kno how I feel bout u, listen to patience by Guns and Roses, says it better than I ever could)