i can't sleep so here goes nothing...
I feel used. this is the story of my life...people have this huge crises and feel like they have no friends, so they come crying to me. and of course i feel bad for them and i care about them because they aren't just random people, they are people who i consider friends, so i bend over backwards to try and help them. well then everything clears and the problem is taken care of and their other friends return. but do they remember me, the one person who was there for them when no one else was? chances are that if they did, i wouldnt be writing this. so in a nut shell, NO! they don't even give me a second thought! WHY IS THAT?! What is it about me that is just soooo easy to forget? I really do not understand. and it has gotten to the point where i can't take it anymore. then these people have the audacity to get angry with me over petty little high school issues. way to go...i don't know what to do anymore. once i can figure out what it is about me that makes me so easy to forget then i will stop having these problems.