yikes
i have taken to e-mailing random people and asking if there are job openings in their departments. this is a mess and a disaster. the only shift i can work in the kitchen...out of ALL of the shifts available...is a two hour shift on sunday nights in the dishroom. i mean at least its something but wow....2 hours a week and $6 an hour...that is going to be about $10 a week. that is crazy. Every other shift conflicts with classes because all they have are morning or afternoon shifts. What is the point of all of this frustration? Am I supposed to sit back and let God work this out or is this one of those "jaryn needs to take some effing initiative" type of things? I'm going to go with the second scenario unless NOTHING works out. Then I will know that it is a "sit back and let God work it out" scenario. Because really it could be either one. Actually it is probably more of a "Jaryn didn't get her ass in gear last semester and apply for an effing job so now she is going to have to deal with her stupidity" situation. Which basically means I am screwed until next semester. when hopefully I can apply for a job for the spring. but that will do me no good considering the fact that i need $2000 by mid December. so yes. this is good. i am enjoying this. WOO HOO for not being able to find anything on campus. WOO HOO for being a stupid blonde who didnt realize that all jobs filled up the semester before. wow i am not happy with myself.