screw the long post.

[jay_lo_21]

i'm overwhelmed in my head.

i feel like i am a visitor at work.

i am scared of leaving.

i am scared of staying.

i am having doubts about this interview.

i am having more doubts about even starting the school year.

i wasn't feeling this way a week ago. what changed?

why do i suck at being an adult?

Comments

[greeklady]

You can do it Jay!

thank you

[jay_lo_21]

i did it and am going to keep on trying. thank you for the support.

[foxyred1]

You don't suck at being an adult. The doubts are stemming from the scared feelings. It's scary to venture out to something new: Will I be able to adjust? What if they don't like me? What if I fail? It's also scary to stay with something just because it's familiar. Will it always be there? What happens if things change? I wish I could give you some words of wisdom, but all I can say is: We've all been there at some point. (Sometimes it's nice to know it's not just you) :)

you're right.

[jay_lo_21]

you always have perfect advice. you should quit your job and start your own advice column like dear abby, but less uppity than hers! hehe. thank you as always. i tend to overwhelm myself before anything major happens, even vacations can make me anxious (ironic). but i got through it and knew as soon as i got there at the building that it wasn't the right place. and the letter i received two days later proved that too! heheh.

thanks foxy. you're wonderful.