one year ago
i felt dead inside. it's odd how things can change in a matter of 365 days. give or take. just one day or a mere minute can change your life, forever.
i was outside smoking thinking about the people that are in my life, how lucky i am, and thinking how fate or whatever force there is has kept them there.
i was thinking about the first dance kristy and i went to together. i was thinking about the first time i met angela, sash, katie bromley, hallie, and cara during my undergrad years. thinking about meeting amanda completely randomly. it's funny who will stick with you, through the good and the bad. through the boyfriends, break-ups, and bouncing backs. and the great thing is, i don't have to see them everyday to know that i am loved. i know. and hopefully they do as well.
one year ago i had forgotten all about the people. the people the matter the most. fortunately, i am not the same person i was then. i am on the outside with the scars to prove it, but on the inside i feel different.
so, i guess what this is really about is a thank you to whatever there is out there that has given me so many wonderful people in my life. cheesy i know.
sometimes you should set back, have a smoke, and think about all the wonders and forget about the those who don't really love you.
interview next week! electric shock this wed! yay! LOL.
i was outside smoking thinking about the people that are in my life, how lucky i am, and thinking how fate or whatever force there is has kept them there.
i was thinking about the first dance kristy and i went to together. i was thinking about the first time i met angela, sash, katie bromley, hallie, and cara during my undergrad years. thinking about meeting amanda completely randomly. it's funny who will stick with you, through the good and the bad. through the boyfriends, break-ups, and bouncing backs. and the great thing is, i don't have to see them everyday to know that i am loved. i know. and hopefully they do as well.
one year ago i had forgotten all about the people. the people the matter the most. fortunately, i am not the same person i was then. i am on the outside with the scars to prove it, but on the inside i feel different.
so, i guess what this is really about is a thank you to whatever there is out there that has given me so many wonderful people in my life. cheesy i know.
sometimes you should set back, have a smoke, and think about all the wonders and forget about the those who don't really love you.
interview next week! electric shock this wed! yay! LOL.