feeling better
i took a couple hour nap at tim and angela's and feel much better. tim's old roommate came up from chico and they went off to the elephant bar to have dinner. i opted to stay, shower, and relax. i'm all dressed for karoake (sp?) night and am kinda hungry now. damn burger king!
i'm still a little...i guess weirded out...by how this visit became. but there is nothing to do about it. so today...
i awoke and played some video games for a couple of hours and then cleaned up my space and took off to go somewhere. i guess i was in the exploring mood, but more of a i don't know what to do so i will leave mood. i played phone tag with annie and alyssa through out the day.
i drove to SF and then drove along the Embarcadero toward Fisherman's Wharf. i enjoyed watching the tourists as i drove by and seeing the golden gate in the distance. i made my way to the actual bridge and decided "hey WTF, i've never actually "driven" on the bridge so may as well try something new".
i stopped at the vista point and joined the tourists taking pictures. they're not that great because it was slightly raining, but if you wanna check 'em out you can look at my photo page.
after that i took highway 1 (park presidio i think) and decided to find the castro. i wanted to do it on my own without maps. i eventually ended up in the castro, the sun started to come out, but i just stayed in my truck. i stopped in a red zone and was doing some text messaging, lost the mood, and then started to feel lonely. ----> see earlier entry.
i had to go to the bathroom so bad, but didn't want to stop. i wanted to leave, but didn't want to. i wanted to cry, but just did a little.
i ended up back at angela and tim's and they've been great.
they're back from dinner so now we're off.
i'm excited to see kristy, kim, and goose tomorrow.
i'm still a little...i guess weirded out...by how this visit became. but there is nothing to do about it. so today...
i awoke and played some video games for a couple of hours and then cleaned up my space and took off to go somewhere. i guess i was in the exploring mood, but more of a i don't know what to do so i will leave mood. i played phone tag with annie and alyssa through out the day.
i drove to SF and then drove along the Embarcadero toward Fisherman's Wharf. i enjoyed watching the tourists as i drove by and seeing the golden gate in the distance. i made my way to the actual bridge and decided "hey WTF, i've never actually "driven" on the bridge so may as well try something new".
i stopped at the vista point and joined the tourists taking pictures. they're not that great because it was slightly raining, but if you wanna check 'em out you can look at my photo page.
after that i took highway 1 (park presidio i think) and decided to find the castro. i wanted to do it on my own without maps. i eventually ended up in the castro, the sun started to come out, but i just stayed in my truck. i stopped in a red zone and was doing some text messaging, lost the mood, and then started to feel lonely. ----> see earlier entry.
i had to go to the bathroom so bad, but didn't want to stop. i wanted to leave, but didn't want to. i wanted to cry, but just did a little.
i ended up back at angela and tim's and they've been great.
they're back from dinner so now we're off.
i'm excited to see kristy, kim, and goose tomorrow.