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--> OH.EM.GEEH!
ive written so effing much!!!!!
the first times my dad deleted it
gahh and the second time i deleted it on accident!
i hate this omygah!
i hate livejournal it sucks! i miss my xanga :'( <33
anywase i talked about so freakin much
like abbout the track meet
and how we got up so early and me n lani watched the O.C almost all the way there ( haha lani.. pudding..pudding?..PUDDDING! until people started being bitchy and they wanted to watch the cinderella story yeah..gay!? so anywayse..we did good! i did good in hurdles! i <33 hurdles! i used codys spikes they were very comfy and they made me faster! im gunna buy some 4 my own. im very ecstatic about that ! =) and on the way back we went by wendy's .. and i got the wrong order but i didnt realize it until i had eaten like all of it at the counter cus i was so hungry haha.. FUN TIMES STEFANIE AND JORDAN!! hahahahaha stefanie..the little head guy HAHAHA <33 im never gunna get over that*
--> well today after church we went by wendy's haha..im on a wendys roll! and at the kitchen table we had a big discussion about christian stuff and how brians liberal college professors are brainwashing him..he now believes that Under God should be taken out of the pledge because it offends people of other religions!? yeahh weird?! but omygah thats not him talking i swear! its the media..and the whole liberal college scene thats influencing him*
--> today i went shoppin w. my grandma and my cousins mary beth and blake and my aunt jan! and i bought the prettiest calendar of the g r e e k i s l e s ! ahh..so beautiful!
im runnin away to there.. after california..so yeah if u wanna come let me know haha! the more the merrier =)
--> gahh my love life is confusing * theres like 5 or 6 people that i have feelings for..ranging from a full on crush, to just thinking their hot..but the prob. is finding the one that i care about the most and that cares about me the most - i feel wierd gettin all cuddly and couplish and making out and stuff.. i dunno why * probley because theres just no feeling there. and i want somebody that i get butterflies for! so yeah its hard to choose..but if i do choose then hwo do i know im makin the right desicion and what if they just decide they dont like me or somethin? thats what i dont want! i dont wanna end up with a broken heart..everybody knows that sucks.
well im sick so im goin 2 bed! COMMENT!
iloveu! mwahh <33 jaime