I think time stood still tonight....
I think I had the best/ most confusing night of my life since I have been at Miami.
I made out with Todd Cherry tonight. AKA- Love of my life for the past year and some days.
The very first day I saw Todd I knew I liked him...like, that was it for me. And I have tried to flirt and there has been some flirtation back, but I ruled it out because of my pessimism.
But tonight I ended up at the same house party as him and I said hi but I was with my friends and mostly just wanted to hang otu w/ them and I think same for him.
Then we go to the bar together and he keeps looking over at me. I'm like well maybe he's looking at me because I'm kind of looking at him a little. And so I'm like whatever...so I go over to him and he's like you haven't talked to me all night. Then I'm like ok strange. And we had a short convo and then I went back talking to my friends.
Well my roommate started talking to him, which is fine because we all like to make new friends...and I mean, she's heard so much about him she has every right to finally meet him. And she's somehow like yeah like talk to Jess more.
And so him and I are talking and he goes, isn't it funny, I've been convincing everyone tonight that I am gay and your roommate belives me. No! Not funny Todd!!!!!!
And to make ti worse, he goes to my friend Jon (who has a crush on me, mind you and knows the deal w/ me and Todd), do you want to be gay with me?
Not cool...and so Todd and I are flirting very obviously and at the instigation of our friends and he gets about two centimeters away form me...and I go, Todd...I'm not making out with you when you may be gay. And so we just stay flirting, but then we both get distracted and tlak to our own friends.
Thennnnn he's leaving at the same time my friends and I am (purely coincidence)...and we're both outside and I'm thinking...Jessica, you have been absolutely head over heels for this boy since the very day you met him, just grow a pair and go up to him...So I go over and we're talking and I'm like o goodness my roommate is going to bring home a boy tonight...and then I dunno what happened next but we started kissing. IT was very short (too short) but it was very cute and I fgelt very 13 years old. But I was excited and I don't care because I like him!
And all my guy friends were very excited because they saw it coming and wanted it to happen esp. since I am very not like that normally. Buttt my friend Jon who likes me, kind of got disappointed I could tell...but it's one thinkg when someone is like I like you...but it's another when it's just mutual flirtation and not something at all. So o well I guess.
In a way I am kind of like oh no what did I do. but I am also happy because if I would have graduated without ever kissing him I would have very much regretted it.
I made out with Todd Cherry tonight. AKA- Love of my life for the past year and some days.
The very first day I saw Todd I knew I liked him...like, that was it for me. And I have tried to flirt and there has been some flirtation back, but I ruled it out because of my pessimism.
But tonight I ended up at the same house party as him and I said hi but I was with my friends and mostly just wanted to hang otu w/ them and I think same for him.
Then we go to the bar together and he keeps looking over at me. I'm like well maybe he's looking at me because I'm kind of looking at him a little. And so I'm like whatever...so I go over to him and he's like you haven't talked to me all night. Then I'm like ok strange. And we had a short convo and then I went back talking to my friends.
Well my roommate started talking to him, which is fine because we all like to make new friends...and I mean, she's heard so much about him she has every right to finally meet him. And she's somehow like yeah like talk to Jess more.
And so him and I are talking and he goes, isn't it funny, I've been convincing everyone tonight that I am gay and your roommate belives me. No! Not funny Todd!!!!!!
And to make ti worse, he goes to my friend Jon (who has a crush on me, mind you and knows the deal w/ me and Todd), do you want to be gay with me?
Not cool...and so Todd and I are flirting very obviously and at the instigation of our friends and he gets about two centimeters away form me...and I go, Todd...I'm not making out with you when you may be gay. And so we just stay flirting, but then we both get distracted and tlak to our own friends.
Thennnnn he's leaving at the same time my friends and I am (purely coincidence)...and we're both outside and I'm thinking...Jessica, you have been absolutely head over heels for this boy since the very day you met him, just grow a pair and go up to him...So I go over and we're talking and I'm like o goodness my roommate is going to bring home a boy tonight...and then I dunno what happened next but we started kissing. IT was very short (too short) but it was very cute and I fgelt very 13 years old. But I was excited and I don't care because I like him!
And all my guy friends were very excited because they saw it coming and wanted it to happen esp. since I am very not like that normally. Buttt my friend Jon who likes me, kind of got disappointed I could tell...but it's one thinkg when someone is like I like you...but it's another when it's just mutual flirtation and not something at all. So o well I guess.
In a way I am kind of like oh no what did I do. but I am also happy because if I would have graduated without ever kissing him I would have very much regretted it.