Still searching for your face....
c a d o v y: people just need to learn to be stronger.. there's always something better out there then what we dwell in..
Last night had a pretty interesting conversation with Cadovy. It felt like she was back home and we were both at Starbucks talking about life, love, and all the fun stuff... It just seems now i don't speak to many people anymore nor do i leave the house. I have keep my mouth shut most of the day that i think even my throat is like F WORD Jay-eM use me...
Atleast my mind is constantely thinking and can't stop so its not like it can be like use me... The most rescent thing on my mind is these dumb relationship problems of the past. Most things i will now get over and not care about since i know its something small and no need to stress. Yet their is this constant battle of getting rid of thoughts that use to swarm my mind. Some how i need to learn how to train myself to become a stronger person emotionally and grow up.
Besides that i have been pretty cool things are going very well in my life i can't complain. I have everything a child would want. I moving out of Miami, living on my own soon with two other guys, i have a car, i got two computers, i have a bass, i have enough new music to keep my busy for a pretty long time, i have friends that some what care, i becoming close friends with Paula again, and i have a whole new future to start off with unlike many people must stay here and continue in this damm city.
I just want to thank everyone whos been there dude and all those girls that i have met over the years. You all have taught me so much even though i might have totally ignored all your advice don't worry i still remember it.
Hey i know its the summer and a lot of you are stuck at home or get bored some days and seems like everyone is out doing fun stuff don't be afraid to im me or call me up to chill. Right now the only thing that i wouldn't mind is a bestfriend for i have lost all of mine due to my stupity and obsession of her. I got a car, tons of cds to rock out too, interest in talk about life, digital camera, and interesting personality that you probably never seen but oh well. I'm not exactly the normal type of person but its your choice to hang out....
Last night had a pretty interesting conversation with Cadovy. It felt like she was back home and we were both at Starbucks talking about life, love, and all the fun stuff... It just seems now i don't speak to many people anymore nor do i leave the house. I have keep my mouth shut most of the day that i think even my throat is like F WORD Jay-eM use me...
Atleast my mind is constantely thinking and can't stop so its not like it can be like use me... The most rescent thing on my mind is these dumb relationship problems of the past. Most things i will now get over and not care about since i know its something small and no need to stress. Yet their is this constant battle of getting rid of thoughts that use to swarm my mind. Some how i need to learn how to train myself to become a stronger person emotionally and grow up.
Besides that i have been pretty cool things are going very well in my life i can't complain. I have everything a child would want. I moving out of Miami, living on my own soon with two other guys, i have a car, i got two computers, i have a bass, i have enough new music to keep my busy for a pretty long time, i have friends that some what care, i becoming close friends with Paula again, and i have a whole new future to start off with unlike many people must stay here and continue in this damm city.
I just want to thank everyone whos been there dude and all those girls that i have met over the years. You all have taught me so much even though i might have totally ignored all your advice don't worry i still remember it.
Hey i know its the summer and a lot of you are stuck at home or get bored some days and seems like everyone is out doing fun stuff don't be afraid to im me or call me up to chill. Right now the only thing that i wouldn't mind is a bestfriend for i have lost all of mine due to my stupity and obsession of her. I got a car, tons of cds to rock out too, interest in talk about life, digital camera, and interesting personality that you probably never seen but oh well. I'm not exactly the normal type of person but its your choice to hang out....