not sure about much of anything

Feb 12, 2005 15:53

words cant even start 2 tell rite now wut im feelin givein im not even shure, its sort of like when ur little and ur finger painting and u decide that u are going 2 be the creator of the best color ever and than u take all the colors of finger paint and start mixing, u dont really come up with nething new in the beginning but u press on. u keep adding more and more colors, in the end wut u usually end up with is a eather puke green or a nice shyt brown color, no matter how delighted u may have been with this result as a child. theres no getting around the fact that it ususally ends up 2 be, in general, a nasty color. now imagine the paint as different feelings and me the cup ur mixing the paint in. thats about the best description of how i feel as i can give rite now. emotions r funie things. o well im shure ill live.
on a lighter note, im glad me n mark r better friends now, im pretty shure i remember us doing some bonding last night, and billy man u kno im there 4 u no matter wut thru w/e u go thru. cheryl, i love you so much sweetheart, more than ull ever begin 2 understand, i think if i ever did end up somehow showing u how much i love you i think ud prolly break up with me cause ud be afraid of me sneaking up on u and somehow permenitly attatching myself 2 u. laura ur awsome we need 2 chill more than we do, ur one of my best friends ever. neway im goin now its my sisters birthday and she wants 2 play with the comp so im out.
cheryl, i love you baby
-jD
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