Update on Life (FINALLY)
Hello my lovelies!
Whew it's been awhile hasn't it?
Okay to start off. Let's do a little meet and greet of the most amazing person ever.
Ready?
Okay.
This is Lee. He's my GayBoyBestie as I like to call him.
He's currently my best friend and Gay Fairy godfather. He's just amazingly great cute and I love him to bits and pieces. Note that he doesn't look like this ever. He was actually volunteered by his straight co-workers to dress up for a cancer benefit and this was the result. He said that it's the only time he's ever doing drag.
Anyhoo. Another reason why I love him? He found me a girl. I'm going on a future double date with him and his new boy and this girl. Apparently she thinks I'm cute based on a video I made for him and put on his facebook. Yikes. It was some video of me silently dancing in the library at school? Oh well I don't care she thinks I'm cute because of it so yay for me being a total dork in the library.
However it makes me nervous as hell because I constantly see myself as the dorky nerd who doesn't date...hasn't dated... and is socially awkward sometimes with people her own age. Le sigh....Hopefully I won't be a bumbling babbling idiot whenever this Date Night occurs. Because as of right now in this moment, I'm nervous as hell. Ugh. Damn you insecure emotions!
Now. Let's get the stuff that's usually the not so fun stuff.
School.
School this semester wasn't actually all that bad. It was actually pretty good. Got this email yesterday and it made me extremely happy. It said that I had a grade of a 92% overall in the final grade. Which means for the first time EVER I have a fucking A in math.
So there's that. I'm pretty sure I've got really good grades in all my other classes too. Which is a major first for me because I usually struggle with school as my previous posts have mentioned. So it looks like one more semester at the community college and then I'll be off to better places and things aka a four year school.
More not so fun stuff.
Home situation.
Getting to be even more unbearable. It's not like I'm crying or upset all the time. I'm just constantly frustrated with the way I'm treated in the house. Dad moved to Nashville because he got transferred for his job. Which is good because A) He deserved it and B) He got a raise. The only bad thing is that since he's up in Nashville, he doesn't nag remind Morgan constantly to clean up after herself or do her chores. Which of course means that I get asked constantly "Why isn't the kitchen clean?" Because it's Morgan's only chore and she decided not to do it again? Or "Why are all these clothes/things just lying around the living room/den/dining room/laundry room/kitchen/bathroom floor?" Because Morgan decided not to pick up all her stuff from around the house and take her stuff into her room?
It's almost as if Morgan can do no wrong in this house anymore. I've had to clean the kitchen from top to bottom almost three times this past week. Along with my chore of cleaning the bathrooms and the den. (Yes I have three rooms to clean to Morgan's one.)
Morgan's going to 18 in October. I'll be 20 in June. Morgan's basically an adult at this point, so to treat her as a child is only going to hurt everyone in the long run. Morgan acts like an adult and get's a child's punishment. Not really fair at all.
Okay. Rant over.
One more final tomorrow and then I shall be free for a few weeks or so maybe. Before I have to start my summer job. Ugh. I hate never having a break where I do absolutely nothing and can relax and blog and do whatever I want.
If you've been wondering where I've been hanging out.
The answer is Tumblr.
Slightly addicting. But I got added to the LGBT section in the directory. I'm "The Plaid Pondering Lezz" Lol. Creative I know.
Whew it's been awhile hasn't it?
Okay to start off. Let's do a little meet and greet of the most amazing person ever.
Ready?
Okay.
This is Lee. He's my GayBoyBestie as I like to call him.
He's currently my best friend and Gay Fairy godfather. He's just amazingly great cute and I love him to bits and pieces. Note that he doesn't look like this ever. He was actually volunteered by his straight co-workers to dress up for a cancer benefit and this was the result. He said that it's the only time he's ever doing drag.
Anyhoo. Another reason why I love him? He found me a girl. I'm going on a future double date with him and his new boy and this girl. Apparently she thinks I'm cute based on a video I made for him and put on his facebook. Yikes. It was some video of me silently dancing in the library at school? Oh well I don't care she thinks I'm cute because of it so yay for me being a total dork in the library.
However it makes me nervous as hell because I constantly see myself as the dorky nerd who doesn't date...hasn't dated... and is socially awkward sometimes with people her own age. Le sigh....Hopefully I won't be a bumbling babbling idiot whenever this Date Night occurs. Because as of right now in this moment, I'm nervous as hell. Ugh. Damn you insecure emotions!
Now. Let's get the stuff that's usually the not so fun stuff.
School.
School this semester wasn't actually all that bad. It was actually pretty good. Got this email yesterday and it made me extremely happy. It said that I had a grade of a 92% overall in the final grade. Which means for the first time EVER I have a fucking A in math.
So there's that. I'm pretty sure I've got really good grades in all my other classes too. Which is a major first for me because I usually struggle with school as my previous posts have mentioned. So it looks like one more semester at the community college and then I'll be off to better places and things aka a four year school.
More not so fun stuff.
Home situation.
Getting to be even more unbearable. It's not like I'm crying or upset all the time. I'm just constantly frustrated with the way I'm treated in the house. Dad moved to Nashville because he got transferred for his job. Which is good because A) He deserved it and B) He got a raise. The only bad thing is that since he's up in Nashville, he doesn't nag remind Morgan constantly to clean up after herself or do her chores. Which of course means that I get asked constantly "Why isn't the kitchen clean?" Because it's Morgan's only chore and she decided not to do it again? Or "Why are all these clothes/things just lying around the living room/den/dining room/laundry room/kitchen/bathroom floor?" Because Morgan decided not to pick up all her stuff from around the house and take her stuff into her room?
It's almost as if Morgan can do no wrong in this house anymore. I've had to clean the kitchen from top to bottom almost three times this past week. Along with my chore of cleaning the bathrooms and the den. (Yes I have three rooms to clean to Morgan's one.)
Morgan's going to 18 in October. I'll be 20 in June. Morgan's basically an adult at this point, so to treat her as a child is only going to hurt everyone in the long run. Morgan acts like an adult and get's a child's punishment. Not really fair at all.
Okay. Rant over.
One more final tomorrow and then I shall be free for a few weeks or so maybe. Before I have to start my summer job. Ugh. I hate never having a break where I do absolutely nothing and can relax and blog and do whatever I want.
If you've been wondering where I've been hanging out.
The answer is Tumblr.
Slightly addicting. But I got added to the LGBT section in the directory. I'm "The Plaid Pondering Lezz" Lol. Creative I know.