Sep 11, 2005 01:04
How do you know when you expect too much from others? is it when u have to talk to other people and figure out that maybe what you want isn't even there... so maybe there's no use in even trying. Maybe holding on to so many memories is just as painful as realizing what you thought u stil had, died a long time ago. Hmm, well call me crazy but maybe what i thought was there, never really was, and maybe the whole relationship never really was much of one in the first place. But i won't think of it that way, cause that'll just tear me apart even more.
At this point i would just rather know from that person if they would like there to be no relationship at all, than for me to keep hoping that they want one to be as much as i do.
Do me a favour and pick up the phone and let me know sometime... but then again i've been waiting for over a year now, i suppose a couple more days wouldn't hurt. Please pop my naieve "bubble" and let me know straight up... cause it's been too long that this has been going on.
Teleg. I still and always will love you as friend... will you?