fly away.

[jaxs911]

Ever feel like you want to just get away. Like right now && never come back. That's how I feel right now. Everything is just going wrong. I just need to get aways && get away fast. I love my friends and family I really do. I wish just wish they could understand. I wish someone would really listen, but of course they don't who ever does. Oh well you know how it is. Daniel and I got into a fight tonight, like our first real every, us yelling at each other.. kinda fight. I wish he would understand, but he doesn't. I'm not going to sleep again tonight, great. I really need sleep. I didn't sleep much last night, like 2 hours. dksfhgldkshfsadhfkah thats really how I feel right now. Like the whole world is out to get me and wants me dead. Why does everyone have to judge and compare you to everyone else. Why can't people just be happy and not worry about how things go and just go with it. Why cant we all just get along. Celia is my life. I totally love this girl. I don't know what I would do without her. That's off topic. Back to how daniel is pissing me off and making me cry. Yes he made me cry, has never made me feel like this before. I feel like he doesn't want to be with me, and he's just trying to push me away. I know he's kendra's friend and everything, but why do they have to make me feel this way. I know should could have him if she wanted too, and sercerly he wants her. But I don't know. I might be wrong. Geoff is calling me again. He cares he really does. I want to so bad cut myself, but for gar gar I won't. mmm fuck. My hands are cold. I need to make up my mind.

what the fuck do I want.

him<33

yes. I want him.

i love him.

mmmfuck what am i getting myself into. He hates me or is mad at me. Gosh I hate fighting and I hate people. right now I hate everyone and everything. Fuck homework.

goodnight.