okay maybe it's me this time...
Okay, so I try to explain to others what's going on and that I'm feeling trapped in the house and that I just want to be asked to go do stuff sometimes and get told that I'm doing the same thing I always do when they go do stuff together. Uh yeah. Keep in mind that Sunday was the first day since Dec. that I've gotten to go eat in a restaurant (not fast food).
Mind you this is after I went into town to find out information to defeat a traffic ticket that they got for them. And then came straight home to work on a defense and need to go to the library tomorrow to complete the fact finding. Then I got asked "why didn't you go to the library or go for a walk if you're feeling trapped?" Yeah, they got the point didn't they? I get growled at for asking for gas money to go to interviews and such and told not to waste what gas I have for the same reasons. I haven't gotten to do anything since Dec. and every penny I get I pass on to pay for my share of the bills so I don't seem like a freeloader.
Maybe I am being over sensitive and such, but I'm tired of not being able to go do anything. And it's not that I don't like these ppl. I just get tired of them trying to turn it in on me. When I did have money and could go out I always asked them if they wanted to go. Asked if I could get them anything and so on. And they used to do that for me. Something changed, I just don't know what, and given my current circumstances I really don't have much of a choice in the matter. Least putting it all down kinda helps.
Mind you this is after I went into town to find out information to defeat a traffic ticket that they got for them. And then came straight home to work on a defense and need to go to the library tomorrow to complete the fact finding. Then I got asked "why didn't you go to the library or go for a walk if you're feeling trapped?" Yeah, they got the point didn't they? I get growled at for asking for gas money to go to interviews and such and told not to waste what gas I have for the same reasons. I haven't gotten to do anything since Dec. and every penny I get I pass on to pay for my share of the bills so I don't seem like a freeloader.
Maybe I am being over sensitive and such, but I'm tired of not being able to go do anything. And it's not that I don't like these ppl. I just get tired of them trying to turn it in on me. When I did have money and could go out I always asked them if they wanted to go. Asked if I could get them anything and so on. And they used to do that for me. Something changed, I just don't know what, and given my current circumstances I really don't have much of a choice in the matter. Least putting it all down kinda helps.