Drama Club, and other shit
Went to the first Drama Club meeting today. Britney diddn't show! Bitch, i would call her and send a verbel bitch slap..but she got her cell taken away and i dont know her land line. She probably couldn't get a ride to crew or something, cuz its a freaking mind controll cult. Drama sounds fun, gonna try my luck at the Rumors auditions. Its so hard to start out just like a little freshman, no one knows you or anything. I feel kinda weird when i compare myself to like extremely hardcore drama people, i mean dont get me wrong thats like what i love..but idk.. I think that i just value other things above that and its hard for me to choose. Im gonna tryout for winterpark playhouse, and a christmas carol and then we will see. I kinda just want to have like a normal highschool life, and not have to miss school for plays and shit..just party and chill. But, ill deal with that issue if i make them productions in the first place. It would be easier if i knew for sure that i really wanted to do this sort of thing for the rest of my life, but theese days i dont even know. Like i meet people that are soo freaking dedicated and convinced thats what their gonna be forever. How do you know? I've stuck with it all theese years cause its something to be good at, something like besides sports..but i dont know how much i want it to keep interfering with the rest of my life. I'll keep my thesbian on the side..question to drama people..how do you know?