lalala
so i've been up since 4:30 this morning. Scrath that, out of bed since 4:30 up since 3:30. Why, you may ask? Well, I tried to go to sleep last night at 6, and i almost made it, but then my phone wouldn't stop ringing. I was close to sleep again a few times, but no cigar, so I gave up and watched the swan. I'm not sure if it encouraged or discouraged me yet. Anyways, I finally fell asleep around 10:30-11ish..normal time, well a little early. At one am i woke up, and continued to do so every 20 minutes until 3:30. At 4:30 I decided I wouldn't be considered completely insane if i got up, so i did so. At this point I contemplated what to do...too early to shower, I'd wake my mom, plus I showered after work yesterday, and two days in a row just goes against all I stand for, so I thought to myself 'self, your assembly is this weekend, and tara is staying at your house. i know you were planning on cleaning your room thursday night, but why not get started now?' 4 hours later, my room looks decent, and i have a bed full of clothes to get rid of. then i took advantage of my newly found floor, and stretched and exercised, did some personal study while my laundry was running, and now here i am, the only thing left to do is get dressed to preach. for having such a crappy yesterday, today is looking pretty good.
plus i meditated on how i commented twice at the meeting sunday and didn't die from it, so i feel a little more encouraged that I can handle pioneer school, which is fst approaching.
plus i meditated on how i commented twice at the meeting sunday and didn't die from it, so i feel a little more encouraged that I can handle pioneer school, which is fst approaching.