leave me alone please...k thx!

[jaxforprez]

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. I can never say no to people. I exhaust myself. Then I have these little meltdowns. The other night I woke up from my nap after working a shift for someone else, and just started crying. I need a break from that place. Today on my only day off I get not one, but two calls from other stores wanting me to work. Leave me alone!!! Can I have a life please? No wonder I have been totally isolated from all of my friends this past year. I can never get a fucking day off. On top of that I am trying to get school finished, but it's really fucking hard when everyone wants you to work all the time. I need to practice saying no. I don't have any time for myself. I need to make things right with a few friends where I've really fucked up. Nicole is number one on that list. I miss her and I'm such a shmuck I didn't even call her back before she left for Philly. Reo is tied for number one. Thinking about all of this is making me sad.

Happy thought....going to see Neko Case tonight. Woohoo!