wow sure has been a while

[jaxcityrocker]

Well i have not one clue to even think where to begin .. lots of suff has been going on in my life .. my friend ran way and i have benn worried about her .. but she is ok now she went home today .... me and james broke up on valentines night .. i was really bummed about that .. but now we are talking and i told him how i feel .. i want him to know

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please read this!!!!!!

[lester_burnham]

the date is march 31st, 2005...i havent talked to you in a looong time...i think about you a lot...i shouldve payed more attention to you and maybe than i wouldve seen how much you loved me...but i was an ordinary boy (and nothings worse than ordinary) and i listened to my "friend" whom i hardly even speak to anymore (i think you know who im talking about) the person who made me choose between the two of you...im not saying its his fault b/c ultimatly i made the decision...and what a bad decision it was. b/c here i am over a year later and i still think and dream about you...stanger teells me that your getting maried. im happy for you but im also very jealous of the man that gets to have you. i hope he understands what he has... your probably wondering why im writing this to you. (that is if you ever even get this.) believe it or not it was a movie that spawned my actions (go figure) the movie CLOSER. the movie had james and heather written all over it. ive seen it a lot and i love it more than vanilla sky.haha...we had some great times together...its just so sad that i didnt see the error of my ways untill it was too late... i geuss im writting you in hopes that youll read this and be true to one of the last things you said to me. i remember those last words so perfectly so i can still hear you. "there will allways be someone on harrison that loves you" i want you to call me if you ever get this (904)370-0412...i would have called you but no # and ol stanker wont give it up. she must know i still love you and in that selfish heart of hers she dosnt want me to talk to you...haha...i even called 411 and told em to give me every # on harrison...ha. that didnt work though and i think i pissed off a couple operators too. this was the last thing i could think of. i geuss if fate wants you to read this than you will. bye.

ps.
-i won an award for the song i wrote for you...its posted on poetry.com if you ever wanna check it out.

Re: please read this!!!!!!

[jaxcityrocker]

Wow It has been so long I do not know where to begin I cant belive you wrote me after all this time I think about you often .. we did have some good times . Yes what stanker told you is true and I had a baby he is four months old his name is Johnny after his dad and grandfather ...we are all doing great I hope the same for you and I am going to try your # right now my number is 904-739-2931 I think?? I just moved ... I have been out of O.P for 2 years now but I hope I can talk to you soon there is so much catching up to do ...I miss you