the manic of tuesday
wow i cant even begin to try to explain how today was but i do know that my mind is going crazy and my heart is nuts .. i dont know what the feelings that i am having are about but i know i do care about james and i want to be with him i guess thats all that matters... well i hope so .. so today i talk to some one from the past and find out that they are drugs .. and i am talking so bad shit .. well what to do.. of course i spill my emotions not thinking and explain how i would always be there if they needed me and how i would never think less of them because of drugs well thats about it .. but now my heart feels like it is breaking .. yeah well i will end on a good note .. if i had one wish tonight i wish .. that this all be a dream