Oh no...
Well, it's almost x-mas and all my shopping is done. I have no money, but that's ok, because I got my imediate family awesome stuff for x-mas. I hope my friends don't get mad that they're getting their presents late, I'm completely broke. I had to empty my bank account just to get ciggarettes. I should really quit smoking. It's so gross. I have pnemonia, and inhaleing toxic chemicals isn't helping that much. I have a new layout, I guess I'm kind of obsessed with Ashlee Simpson all of a sudden, it's so weird. It came on like the flu. I had a dream about this layout last night, so I made it. It's so incredibly weird. But so am I. Nick's dad is letting him stay the night on New Year's Eve again. I'm so excited. I love spending the whole night with him, and it's better when we don't have to worry about getting caught. He makes me feel like a kid again, in a bad way. But still I love him, and he can't help it. I think I'm going to marry him, I love him so much. I'm in a good mood, considering it's 4:30-ish am. oh well, I'll sleep later.