Suicide Medicine.
Brain never stops ticking. Sometimes an on off switch would come in handy. A mind that's constantly cutting up and dissecting, looking for answers and commiting murders along the way. Is it the red wire, or the blue wire. Just pick one and cut, it just doesn't matter anymore. Or did it ever? Cause I could never control when the bomb would explode
Life genuinely sucks right now. I'm not just saying that to be emo, or get sympathy. I'm saying it because i need to write it. It's the only way to get it out of me. So....
Everyone's at homecoming right now, having fun. It seems like whenever I really need to talk to Katelin, she's busy; like homecoming or on a date or something. Not just random busy, which she usually is, but planned busy. And I wouldn't expect her to be able to do anything while she's at a dance in town anyways.
I don't mean to just be critical, but out of the people I know, there's very very few of them who I can put up with anymore. I hate guys. Honestly, the more I talk to them the more and more they just prove themselves to be like every other bloke sucking cock out there. I won't even go into who though.
I feel like Mitch might be ignoring me. Maybe he's just preoccupied. Or he's just always busy. Or has a girlfriend I don't know about and thinks it might be awkward talking to me. I don't know what but we don't talk, it's kind of depressing. I don't know why I care so much though :(
As for females, they suck too. A lot less than guys though.
Except Mrs Kanu. She wins the sucking contest this weekend with 3 essays and a test.
Life genuinely sucks right now. I'm not just saying that to be emo, or get sympathy. I'm saying it because i need to write it. It's the only way to get it out of me. So....
Everyone's at homecoming right now, having fun. It seems like whenever I really need to talk to Katelin, she's busy; like homecoming or on a date or something. Not just random busy, which she usually is, but planned busy. And I wouldn't expect her to be able to do anything while she's at a dance in town anyways.
I don't mean to just be critical, but out of the people I know, there's very very few of them who I can put up with anymore. I hate guys. Honestly, the more I talk to them the more and more they just prove themselves to be like every other bloke sucking cock out there. I won't even go into who though.
I feel like Mitch might be ignoring me. Maybe he's just preoccupied. Or he's just always busy. Or has a girlfriend I don't know about and thinks it might be awkward talking to me. I don't know what but we don't talk, it's kind of depressing. I don't know why I care so much though :(
As for females, they suck too. A lot less than guys though.
Except Mrs Kanu. She wins the sucking contest this weekend with 3 essays and a test.