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I've been MIA for a few days... my apologies.
lots of doctor and family things
So I had surgery today. Minor stuff, they shoved this thing down my throat and cut out peices of my insides to study. it's all very technical... anyways can't fucking swallow and my throat hurts plus i got a double dose of anesthesia because i apparently 'resisted' them, but i dont remember that so i feel all funny now.
so this is supposed to confirm celiac disease. doctor said it looks like a positive for sure but he needs to send it off to the lab, so i have another appointment on monday, so i have to take off work again... i swear my manager is going to beat me to death with all those shoes she had me mark down.
plus scoliosis is getting worse and i am still growing so now i will probably start physical therapy and take more pain medicine.
i think i've almost accepted the fact that i will never get to be an astronaut. it sucks because it has always been my dream but no matter how well i do in school, i still am not a good physical candidate. i mean the heart problem, anemia, hypoglycemia, poor vision, ovarian cysts, rib issues, scoliosis... that was one thing. but now celiac disease? i can't even eat the astronaut food. :/
sorry to rant but im a bit upset and haven't been feeling well in a long time. i'll be fine though
oh well
in other news, asides this, summer is peachy. work is work, see a lot of you people and that makes me happy, i almost have a tan, and im doing my best to get back in shape.
anyways, whats going on in the world, give me a call, are we still doing something on thursday?
<3
lots of doctor and family things
So I had surgery today. Minor stuff, they shoved this thing down my throat and cut out peices of my insides to study. it's all very technical... anyways can't fucking swallow and my throat hurts plus i got a double dose of anesthesia because i apparently 'resisted' them, but i dont remember that so i feel all funny now.
so this is supposed to confirm celiac disease. doctor said it looks like a positive for sure but he needs to send it off to the lab, so i have another appointment on monday, so i have to take off work again... i swear my manager is going to beat me to death with all those shoes she had me mark down.
plus scoliosis is getting worse and i am still growing so now i will probably start physical therapy and take more pain medicine.
i think i've almost accepted the fact that i will never get to be an astronaut. it sucks because it has always been my dream but no matter how well i do in school, i still am not a good physical candidate. i mean the heart problem, anemia, hypoglycemia, poor vision, ovarian cysts, rib issues, scoliosis... that was one thing. but now celiac disease? i can't even eat the astronaut food. :/
sorry to rant but im a bit upset and haven't been feeling well in a long time. i'll be fine though
oh well
in other news, asides this, summer is peachy. work is work, see a lot of you people and that makes me happy, i almost have a tan, and im doing my best to get back in shape.
anyways, whats going on in the world, give me a call, are we still doing something on thursday?
<3